Jika Aku Salah Beritahu Aku Mga Nobela at Kwento

“Yeah, you're right. Nothing has changed. Absolutely nothing..” I get out of the car, breathing heavily. My chest is aching and I feel panic rising up inside of me. I guess this is it. There is nothing more to say that has not already been said and more. Or so I thought until he leans over to tell me, “Oh, and don't tell anyone about this. It was a lapse of judgment on my part and there is no need to broadcast the mistake. I would really rather people not know about what happened.”

Cute. THE NEXT DAY Klare’s eyes widened when she heard what I said. “You should tell him what’s going on, Axel might get the wrong idea if he’ll find it on his own, If I were you I’ll tell him this day.” It’s a warning from Klare, she’s right, Axel might get the wrong idea if he’ll find out on his own, and I know it will just cause trouble. I sighed heavily, I rubbed my forehead to think the best way on how I could tell him.

There was something I had just said that had reached him. I didn’t know which part, whether it was good or bad, but I just kept going. “I made a mistake not telling you. I should’ve come straight to you, and I see that now, and I will never ever do that again. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me…keep loving me.” Kylan gave my hand a gentle squeeze. “I still love you,” he said, his voice steady. “That would never change. Even if you had told me that same day, I would’ve still loved you.”

“We have someone that will be able to tell if you are lying.” “I don’t understand.” “If you are telling the truth, you have nothing to worry about.”

I won’t tell them anything. Telling them would only make them feel shitty. Yes, they’ll hate me but the knowledge of what I’ve done would only burden them. If I can, I hope they never find out about me and this terrible version of myself I’ve discovered here.

What will I break which is already broken. And now if I will try, too, it will not be like it used to be. “Mom...” I try to say. “No. What will happen if you tell him it has nothing to do with you. Logan deserves to know the truth. If you don’t tell him, it’s your fault. So tell him.” She says and I nod. I know it’s my fault. But am I not having the punishment of my fault? Then what is the use of telling him now?

"Another fucking lie!" "I know I lied!" I say genuinely. "And I'm sorry for that! I swear on my father's grave that if I could, I would turn back time and tell you the whole damn truth! I should have told you the truth. But I didn't! And I'm so sorry that I didn't. I am really sorry, Eric!" Silence stretches between us. There's a lot of hurt in those green eyes of his. And I did that. It's my fault. I'm a fucking horrible person.

If only I could turn back the hand of time, if I could get a second chance, I would make su re I don't make the same mistake. It's a pity that there's no if in this world.

“Focus on what you are doing or you will make a serious mistake. “I´m sorry, that being marked has me worried. “But, you're not marked. If you were, it would be obvious.” my mother says and I react, because it was something I didn't want to tell my mother. "You need to concentrate, Rain. Because by being clueless, you have had a leak of information.’ I tell myself mentally.

This was not his fault, in fact if there was anyone to be blamed, it was me. “I know. But that doesn’t change the fact that you were right, it was my mistake and I’ll have to correct it or die trying.”