Jika Aku Salah Beritahu Aku Novels & Stories

Realizing that my words might have caused more harm than good, I quickly reached out to clarify my intentions. "But," I interjected, my voice laced with sincerity, "I see now that I was wrong. I see the strength and resilience within you, even in the face of adversity. You've shown me that my previous judgments were unfounded, and I regret the pain I may have caused you."

Dear Jayla, I came to give this to you but unfortunately, it didn't turn out as I expected, but it's okay. I still need to let you know that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what I did. I honestly didn't think of the consequences. I made a sily move, and I accept it.

Why did you not inform me of that? My breath catches in my throat as I freeze. I believed I had clarified everything and that we had gone past that. However, it's obvious that it's still there and continues to gnaw away at him. I feel like I'm drowning as the guilt and the terror all come at me at once. I hardly raise my voice above a whisper when I say, "I didn't mean for that to happen." "It was an error... I believed I was acting appropriately. Callum's face remains unsoftened. "Being honest with me from the start would have been the right thing to do."

not him None of them deserved to be here expect me. "Hey Sunny...I hope you can hear me...I-I ...I just want to say...I'm s-so sorry...I should have listened to you...I should have stopped...I-it's all m-my f-fault...all my fault. I-if it wasn't for me...Riya would have been alive...you w-would have had her beside you...you would have h-had your b-baby with you...I-I'm so sorry" I cried onto the back of his hand feeling disgusted for even being called a friend...a brother. I was a disgrace...a total disgrace.

I felt like crying already. How to tell him that it has affected me as well? He Isn't alone in the middle of the ocean. I am there with him. We are in the same boat, which is about to sink and I want to save us, I know that I made a big mistake already and I don't know how to correct that. "I am sorry," I uttered in response. I was speechless as there was no words left. I know it was my fault and I won't get any excuses for that. This cold treatment and indifference I deserve it all.

"She has the right to deny it if she wants. Can't you see how quiet she is right now?" Shame clogged my throat after I heard her words. I felt the need to say something to defend myself, but she was right. The truth was that I had made a big mistake, one that I knew would haunt me for the rest of my life. But what I couldn't fathom was how they were able to find out about my past and how the news spread across the pack so easily. In the end, I pushed back all those wandering thoughts and finally spoke, "It was a mistake. I promise I won't make it again."

He smiled sadly. “I’m sorry, Zheira! If it wasn’t for my recklessness, you wouldn’t have to suffer this way. I was so young back then. I thought everything I did was fine, and it was too late for me to realize the truth. Now I couldn’t stop the consequences of my mistakes. All I could do was to lessen its effect.”

After all, all I did was tell the truth. In…absolutely the most disastrous way possible. Because I didn’t even tell the truth – I was so much of a coward that I couldn’t even tell my mates the reality of our situation – I had to wait for them to just stumble upon it. God, what the hell is wrong with me –

“Yeah, you're right. Nothing has changed. Absolutely nothing..” I get out of the car, breathing heavily. My chest is aching and I feel panic rising up inside of me. I guess this is it. There is nothing more to say that has not already been said and more. Or so I thought until he leans over to tell me, “Oh, and don't tell anyone about this. It was a lapse of judgment on my part and there is no need to broadcast the mistake. I would really rather people not know about what happened.”

“We have someone that will be able to tell if you are lying.” “I don’t understand.” “If you are telling the truth, you have nothing to worry about.”