Jika Aku Salah Beritahu Aku 소설 & 이야기

There is so much that this might change… “Zaia… there is no turning back from here. If I tell you the truth, then-” “I’m ready for it,” I say quietly. Am I wrong to tell her? But if something happens to me… she should know the reality. “Very well then, I swear that everything I say is nothing but the truth. But I want you to remember that regardless of what I tell you, it should not affect the way you see things and… it remains between us.” “Ok…” She sounds worried and I look up at the moon. It’s glowing brightly, almost soothing. It’s time to share the burden that has been on my mind for years. The mistakes I’ve made, the betrayal I was dealt, the sins I've committed … it is all becoming to

My heart should have told me. Something hot trickled down the side of my face. I tried to tell myself that it would be okay, but I just…I just knew. Oh, my dear baby. I failed you. I am so sorry. I am so very sorry…

I tell Marcus with enough conviction I don't have too many things to lose, but I would rather do something that's going to give me what I need instead of what anybody wants me to do and then we can get on with the next flow. "So they're seriously going to be an instrument of delay but I don't still think that we have too much to say except just forget about everything I'm just rely on the information that we are being given." Marcus responded. I did not have anything that I wanted to tell him other than the fact that he had made a huge mistake. I would rather just beyond my own and forget about anything that was going to cost me too much don't you allow myself be dragged into a mess that was

I couldn’t believe I’d messed up so badly—bringing the wrong phone, accidentally reading a message that wasn’t meant for me, and then blurting out something so… stupid. I shook my head, trying to push the embarrassment aside. There was nothing I could do about it now. The only thing that mattered was moving forward and making sure I didn’t make the same mistake twice. I had to stay focused, especially if I wanted to earn Alpha Hades’ recognition. I wasn’t about to let a single slip-up ruin all the progress I’d made.

D-Don't hit me I-I will do my job properly now. "Nahi bacche main aap ko kabhi nahi maar sakta, main to aisa soch bhi nahi sakta. Aur aap ki galti ye thi ki maine aap se kaha tha ki koi aap se kuchh bhi kahe sabse pehle aake aap mujhe batayengi lekin aap ne ye baat chupane ki koshish ki mujhse." He said referring towards the bite mark and his voice was laced with disappointment. (Translation: No kiddo, I could never hit you, I could not even think of it. And your mistake was that I had told you that if anyone says anything to you, you would come and tell me first but you tried to hide this from me.)

I had made a mess of everything "I know, Adam," I said, my voice breaking as I tried to contain my emotions. "I know what I did was wrong. I never should have betrayed my friend like that. I shouldn't have even considered it in the first place. I'm so sorry. I've let everyone who truly loved me down." My words came tumbling out, my sobs loud and uncontrollable. I felt like I was losing myself, the shame and regret overwhelming me. I couldn't hold back any longer.

I screwed up. I have to make this right.

Had James made a fatal mistake that was impossible to forgive and correct? "I know. I just want to see the video that accidentally played when your phone fell earlier. I promise not to invade your privacy."

Someone knows I've uncovered the truth, and I don't think they're going to let me live long enough to expose it I've done everything I can to make sure the truth doesn't die with me. The people I've trusted are reliable. The copies exist. The trail is there for someone patient enough to follow it. I'm sorry I couldn't finish this myself Maya.... if you're reading this, it means something happened. It means I was right to be afraid, and I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry you're in a world where being right about this is something to be afraid of.

And I realize that somewhere between the lies we told for the camera and the performance we’ve perfected, I’ve made a terrible mistake. I’ve started telling the truth.