Novel & Cerita Jika Aku Salah Beritahu Aku

I just can’t forgive myself for what happened. “Man, you need to stop sulking because it’s not going to change anything. Your dad knows the truth, which you should have considered telling him first; he shouldn’t have found out this way.” I knew it was bad. I sent him because I know him to be someone that doesn’t judge anyone. I heard him judging me. I realized that I was wrong and that I shouldn’t have done that.

I'm sorry" over and over. I gently stroked her head, my voice still soft as I told her, "It's okay. No one in this world is incapable of making mistakes. As long as we recognize them and are willing to change, that's what matters." Finally, I said, "Don't ever do something like this again. No matter how much you love someone, it should never come at the cost of hurting others or yourself."

It won’t be happening if you keep punishing yourself for an unknowingly committed crime. ‘I-I...I cannot.’ I stammered, hating the reluctance in my voice. I sounded not only lame but stupid as if it isn't me but a completely different person talking. '’No one knew does not mean I am right. I was wrong. I should have spoken up and saved…I just cannot-'

I almost complained like that ten years old girl who used to tell everything to her father just like this without caring about anything, without the fear of getting judged and portraying herself as weak by crying. "Then make it right", he said as I listened to him without uttering a single word. "If everything is going wrong, simply make it right. If you are sure that something is wrong, you must know how to make it right, no?" "Y...yes", I mumbled.

Right? *If only I knew better.*

“I was wrong and I'm sorry, but I didn't know how to tell you.” “Calm down beautiful, I already told you that getting nervous is not good, and yes you made a mistake both times, the first time with the medicine and the second time in not telling soon, so you would not have spent three days suffering alone.” He is absolutely right; it would have been much easier. “We are a couple and soon we will be husband and wife, you don't have to be afraid to tell me anything, whatever it is, I will always be by your side.”

I utter with a broken voice "I am deeply sorry, please forgive me"

If they found out the truth, it would destroy them. ‎ ‎“Mom, I… I can explain,” I stammered, my voice shaky. “It’s not what you think.” ‎ ‎“Not what I think?” my mother snapped. “Jonah, this is unacceptable. You’re supposed to be setting an example, not, not carrying on like some reckless teenager. Who is this girl? And why would someone send us something like this?” ‎ ‎I took a deep breath, my mind racing. “It’s, it’s complicated, Mom. It was a mistake. I didn’t mean for anyone to find out.”

They were not friendly at all. "Please do." Zayn calmly instructed with a face I licked my lips, thinking of what to say. "It wasn't me, okay?!" I rush out, saying the first thing that came to my mind and I continued even though I knew immediately that I shouldn't have. "It must have been a mistake! Or someone tried to pin this on me, I swear!"

"I come before you today with a heavy heart, burdened by the weight of my actions." He paused, allowing his words to sink in before continuing. "I have made a grave mistake," he admitted, his voice filled with remorse. "In my pursuit of what I believed to be right, I have betrayed the trust of those who looked to me for guidance. And for that, I am truly sorry."