Sebenarnya Aku Yang Malang Novels & Stories

As soon enough he inhaled loudly and exhaled an exhausting voice, and low laughing with his eyes lingering on me. Making me feel dead at the very right moment. What did I do so wrong in my life that everything worst have happened with me in the past, why just me? Why am I the only person description have took over. Why? God! What did I ever do so wrong? If I ever had made a mistake in my life I wouldn't have gotten angry. But I never did anything wrong? Then why am I the only one suffering here?

I said as I got up and headed to my room " What should we do? I feel useless." I heard Malik say I turned around angry all of a sudden, not at them but me, He said that because of me. I said, " Don't say that, it's not because of you... All of this is my problem and I can deal with it... Don't worry." " I'm seeing how you are dealing with it Luke. You are making it worse." " You're loathing about yourself won't make it better." Malik said as he stood up

I didn’t respond; I was too busy thinking about what he said. Am I such a horrible person? I mean, none of what happened is really my fault. Or, well, kind of. A little bit. But the rest is not my fault. I didn’t mean to get pregnant. I didn’t even invite Julliette over, and I am paying for her hospital, so that’s not on me. And maybe I did try to get Malachi fired, but it’s just a fucking job. Not a big deal, either. But then why do I have this weird feeling in my stomach?

Love..we all heard about it..feel it...don't know how many stories we have read about this single word love...but what is common in all these stories are that.. Love is something which brings good to us..when everything is going wrong..it makes things right.. For someone..it is happiness... For someone.. It is pain.. For someone, it is that craving.. For which they can't wait... But what happen when this love become Your badluck... There is a saying..that badluck don't leave u easily..it follows you everywhere....oops..that's scary..

” “It just doesn’t make any sense that someone like you is with someone like him.” That stung even if it was the truth. “Why doesn’t it make any sense?What’s wrong with me?” “There’s nothing wrong with you,Mali.But he…he is Bennett Graham.He just…” “He just can’t settle for someone like me,is that what you mean?”I asked,bitterly. Why do everyone keep saying that? Why do everyone keep making me wish I had been born with a silver spoon? Making me wish that he wasn’t so off-limit?! “Mali,you’re not happy.You’re not happy with this man.I can make you happy.”

Half of my heart is sorry, why let it go, But because of my stupidity, this is how it is. I'm sure Mas Rangga would have wanted to help me. But wherever my brain is used. I have repeatedly rejected Mas Rangga, betrayed him, hurt the gentleman too profoundly. I should be embarrassed. It seems that Mas Rangga's option must be removed. Even though with him, the safest place.

Sontak, Snack yang kupegang jatuh. Aku ternganga dengan wajahku entah berwarna apa. Rasanya pengin menghilang dari muka bumi saat itu juga. Kutundukkan wajah dalam-dalam menyembunyikan rasa malu. "Sudahlah, Ra. Tidak usah kamu bermimpi terlalu tinggi. Tidak usah mengemis ngemis perhatiannya lagi. Dia sudah punya yang masih gadis, cantik lagi, bukan janda beranak sepertimu. Kamu tidak ada ada apa apanya dibanding gadis itu, Ra" Sisi batinku terus berperang.

malamig ulit na sabi nya This time bahagya akong nairita. Siguro dala na rin ng pagod at nag halo halo na ang mga nararamdaman ko (Play the music above. Sa bandang chorus nyo simulan) "Wow ah. Kung makaangkin lang parang kanina nga hindi mo ako matignan o makausap ng seryoso. Na parang hindi mo ako kilala. Wade, huwag ka namang parang bata oh. Can't you see na kahit wala akong kasamood samood ngayong araw, pinipili kong hindi ibuntong lahat sayo. Wade, pumasok ako kahit nasaktan ako nung iwan mo ako nung gabi sa hospital matapos mo malaman ang lahat. Baka kasi nakalimitan mo na nag bitaw ka ng salitang hindi mo ako iiwan at nasa tabi lang kita minute before. Pero ano, sa isang iglap tinaliku

Ganitong ganito kami, magulo, maluku, pero masaya. "You really are meant to be huh? Extra lang pala talaga ako sa buhay mo." Aniya niya ng maikwento ko sa kanya ang tungkol sa pagkawala ng mga ala-ala ko maging ang pagbabalik nuon ng naaksidente ako.

The girls started to leave. "Ru", I called her and held her hand. She turned around. I don't know what over took me I cried. I took all the frustrations and sadness, which were inside me all this time. "I am a worst friend one can ever have. I am a worst human being to be honest. I killed my mom after she gave birth to me. I lost my mom and dad who I loved so much. I broke your trust and killed your soul. I don't even know whether god can ever forgive me. I loved Sreesha but she betrayed me. I lost everybody who were important in my life. Am I that bad, Ru? That no one is constant in my life", I started to sob vigorously.