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I have had this conversation with Joshua a couple times when I saw him wanting to get closer. “Kate, I don’t know who hurt you, but I promise I’m not that guy,” he says. “I promise nobody hurt me, Joshua, I’m just not in a place where I’m looking for anything more than what we have. I don’t want to hurt you so I’m suggesting we step back from each other for now,” I finish as I stand up grabbing my purse and getting ready to leave.

I asked, my voice small in fear of the worst. Kai’s eyes dilated slightly, then a frown marred his features. “No. Of course not. Why would you think so?” I released a sigh, then pushed myself away from him as I got onto my feet, thankfully now I no longer feel dizzy and I could manage to stand on my feet without feeling lightheaded. “Because,” I started in an exasperated tone, “Because you keep pushing me away. Even now, you do not want to me close to me. You do not even want to kiss me back and when you finally did, you kept pushing me away!”

Emma fell silent. For a few seconds. Then she slowly shook her head. “I… don’t care anymore,” she said honestly. But her voice softened. “Still… I’m not cruel enough to leave you like this.” The words were honest. Completely honest. Jonathan looked at her. For a long time. As if searching for something that might still remain. But all he found— was distance. A distance he could no longer reach. Emma lowered her gaze. Her hand lifted slightly, as if she wanted to touch his face.

“There, it changes nothing. Stay away from me, Kian. You have taken more than enough already” I jerk out of his hold and walk away from him. This time, I’m counting on it being forever.

“WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT TO ME?!” Raina just smiled. “Because it’s fun watching you suffer.” “Really? Really?” I said, backing away like they were both possessed by some giggling demon of drama. “I need to move far away from you girls. Like spiritually, emotionally, geographically. I need distance. I need sage. I need new friends who don’t laugh while my life burns.” Raina tilted her head, still chewing her gum like it was popcorn, and Zia was just beaming like I’d proposed to her or something.

“I will never fall for the mate bond trap. My life will not be tied to just one random stranger, especially not someone like you. that being said, I do not want to have anything to do with you. let it be clear that I have no interest in seeking you out. Telling you I reject you means that I am thinking about you. and you are definitely nowhere in my mind. so keep your distance from me, if you want to keep living under my roof.” “I would be stupid to expect anything from you either.” I replied and he looked taken aback by my response. “yes, alpha calvin. I only wanted to be certain if you are just as terrible as I envision you. this situation tells a lot about your person, treating me like tr

Mate is close. Not close enough, I muttered. The bond between us pulsed faintly. She was just down the hallway. So close, yet still completely out of reach. I rubbed my face with both hands. “I did this,” I whispered to myself. If I hadn’t rejected her… If I had trusted the Moon Goddess… None of this distance would exist.

Is this even worth it? " I'm sorry." I sigh and push him away from me. " You need to stay away from me. Far away from me."

she started. “I get it. It’s too fast for you. I’ll slow down. I’ll pull back, but I do want to be closer to you. I can’t stand being so far away from you. If you tell me to leave you alone, I will. I will try to do that.”

“You’re thinking again.” “Observing.” “Same thing.” I smile slightly. “Katy.” “Yeah?” “When I leave we’re still going to talk, right?” She tilts her head. “Of course.” But there’s something careful in the way she says it. Like she’s already building emotional distance. And that’s when I realize something important. Katy may not be running anymore. But she’s still standing very close to the door.