Kenapa Hidupku Seperti Ini Mga Nobela at Kwento

Kung hindi ko sana nakilala si Caden, hindi sana nakataya ang buhay ko sa kapahamakan. Ito na nga talaga ang kapalaran ko. Magmula ngayon ay hindi na magiging normal ang buhay ko, hindi na ako makakapamuhay ng masaya at payapa. Muli akong tumingin kay Caden na kanina pa hindi mapakali.

What has come to my life? People despair for a lot of reasons. I am the same. For someone like me, who has been struggling since I was born, until I became of age, and now when I am living in this cruel world alone, I couldn't understand the meaning of my life. How could people find meaning in life when every little move and you're struggling yet again? It's meaningless. A never-ending cycle of struggle and pain.

I would fall off a 150-story building rather than live another minute of this shitty life. I never asked to be born into the world. Ever. Never asked for a life like this, and if I could have asked... I would have wanted to not be born at all. I live in a dark shadow that I can never leave. I want to run away from it all, but that will always leave a trail of blood on my path. I can't let another name be written on the list. "Are you okay?" "Actually none of us are okay today." I replied.