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"It's okay dear." "Is this how life treat people? Do they also go through a lot of hardship in their lives also? Why is my life story so different Maa? First, it was my mother, and now, I'm the next. Why can't I just be happy just like how every other couple do? Whom have I offended that's making my life a living hell for me? I've never wish anyone ill but why is LIFE so CRUEL to me? This is a CRUEL FATE Maa."

No one had ever had this much of an impact on me. What more reason do I have to try living? You were my Ikigai and still you are. Everything was bearable just because of you. Now that my heart bleeds in the cold lone night, and you are not here to get me through it all, make it all so hard. What am I supposed to do now? Why is my life only filled with winter and darkness? Why does it have to be me? Why only me? Why doesn't the heavens want me to be happy?

What's my fault ? Why are you doing this to me ? First you snatched my love, then my mother, then father & now after getting shiv as my husband I am still alone in this world. You snatched my every relation This is the reason that I have no faith in you. Why am I still living ? why can't you take my breaths. I really don't want to live anymore.. I have no one beside me. I can't believe that he is the same shiv whom I know from my college days

Why i can't live normal life? First i got abandoned by my biological parents. Then I lost the woman who called me her daughter. After that I had to spent my life with addicted father who wasn't there when i needed him. I sold myself for him to the man who doesn't care about me or my dignity, who treats me like a whore. And now this, i won't desire this kind of death even for my enemy. When i will die, I am going to ask God why did he do all this to me? He have to answer my questions. I am going to fight with him.

I was presently so confused, sad and annoyed about everything and everyone… My life doesn’t have to be this complicated, why does my own things always have to be different from everyone else, it’s like I was specially made for an unstable life and it hurts badly. I hate that I can’t completely take control of my life and navigate it the way I want without have so much doubts and uncertainty inside me.

I became numb. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I didn't know what to do. By the time we got home, I was crying seriously. Why is my life always in a mess? I asked Thelma. I only just started to pick up my life bit by bit after everything that I had gone through. Now, there is this that I need to deal with. How can one person's life be filled with so much pain? Why is the universe so against me? I don't even get to catch my breath from one thing before another one happens.

Otherwise, my life will be too monotonous, except for having a good meal with Rose. And know what, I was the mode to him, if my hand is not a virgin, and he must be responsible. Is elite mode not the reason? Hey. I'm so happy Today: * _____ ¥ ____ ¥ ____ ¥ ____ May 15th. Hi, Meredith. Why the heck, I feel the world is so cruel and never fair to me? Mom never cares about me, and it's useless to exist in this world :'( No one ever expected me, and when I become a sperm, I don't need to go first, if you know life is tough like this. Ah, I want to go.

Is this what it feels like to take a bath in a muriatic acid bathtub? I keep rolling as sperms past me, I don't have much energy nor mood to continue anymore. Why am I here like this? Why didn't I just choose to die peacefully and follow a reaper? Why am I insisting to take this race for the half-ass wish? I don't even know if he will remember that promise. Sigh... Am I not content in the life I had? Oh wait, I have no choice not to complain, so... I'm not certain what I feel.

Why does life suck? Life is wretched. And I hate it so much. All I want is to have a simple and happy life. But to my jinx, what happened was the opposite. I want to smile, laugh, show everyone my greatest beam, but I just can't. I'm suffering. Every time, everywhere. I have no companion but only my family. How I wish they would not leave me. I don't understand why people loathe me so much. I only know that I am what I am. I know to myself what myself is. I only know myself and not them.

you are more than that" after saying that he went out why god why all this for me I can't live anymore let me die what I need to do now I need to go home everyone will be worried about me why he is not understanding my pain I can't accept his behavior he wants me as his slave what I did iam crying within myself by hugging the pillow slowly I slept off due to dizziness