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Have you ever cried so hard that your body shook, your throat hurt and your teeth made a cluttering sound when you attempted to talk? Attempted to explain why you were crying but you just cried even more because the words refuse to come out? Have you ever cried so hard that your body physically hurt?

I don't think before doing something and then regret. I want to apologize to them but I'm to ashamed to even ask for forgiveness. What I did was not acceptable at all. I feel so numb right now and I just don't know how to feel or how to react. I'm dying inside and no one seems to notice. I'm loosing myself right now things which used to make me happy is not making me feel happy anymore.. I went downstairs to the music room. I wanted to sing. It's my stress buster. No one I repeat no one know that I can sing.

This is what she wants, but she’s not happy. Tears start to blur her vision, she hasn’t accepted the rejection yet, but her whole body seems to weaken and even breathing hurts her.

Am I really a waste of space who shouldn't have been born? No matter how much I keep hurting them it doesn’t make me feel better. What is happening? I just want to feel better. Everything is wrong and I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to deal with this feeling anymore. I wish I wasn't able to feel anything. Just make everything go numb... I like it when I am numb.

Right in the middle of the deep kiss, a wave of intense nausea hit me so hard that I couldn't control it. I broke away from his mouth in panic, turned around, and rushed straight into the bathroom. The next minute, I found myself throwing up in the toilet, my whole body trembling. “Are you okay?” Ren called out, rushing to the bathroom door with worry all over his face. “Should we go to the hospital?” “I’m fine,” I gasped, wiping my mouth as I flushed. “Just... indigestion.” Later that day, long after Ren was fast asleep in my bed, I locked myself in the bathroom crying my eyes out. Why me? Why is everything happening to me? I touched my belly with tears flowing from my eyes, completely brok

He nodded. "I'm n-not s-sure if I d-deserve t-this." I continued with a sniffle, eyes stinging with fresh tears. Why am I getting so emotional? This is why I don't let people in. I'm not use to it. I'm not use to the emotions and mixed feelings that comes with it. I don't know anything about this. I wouldn't know what to do with it. "U-Use to b-bad. G-Good f-feels w-weird good. I-I'm not g-good e-enough for g-good. C-Confused."

I tried to shout but my cries were muffled. I tried to push him but to no avail. His strength was stronger than mine. The mystifying thing about it was that he is not trying to do anything. He gave me a look of hurt and remorse as well as a look of intense but unwanted anger. I stopped struggling for a second and tried to think of a way to push him. But, the feeling of being powerless filled me. The instant I thought that he wasn't gonna do anything, he moved closer and pressed himself against me. I felt so disgusted, I don't want to be defiled by him. I tried my best to push that revolting guy away.

Betha quickly helped her, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?" One ear was still erect, wanting to steal Catherine Lee's phone call, but Anne Jenner's knees were soft and powerless, she unconsciously picked up her mobile phone and saw that the phone screen was suddenly blurred, because tears overflowed my eyes. Betha wanted to hear it too, but saw Anne Jenner staggered over to the elevator with her head bowed. Betha could only chase into the elevator, seeing Anne Jenner's tears again, Betha panicked, "What's wrong? Why are you crying all of a sudden?"

“I think it’s best if I go as soon as I can get myself together.” I don’t think that’s possible right now, my body is detached and useless, barely wanting to move, let alone get up. My heart is aching so heavily it throbs through my chest and stomach. I feel sick with all of it. My head is light and swimming with the effort of trying to breathe. My nose is blocked from crying and my throat is raw and raspy.

I want to run away but I don’t know where to go. I can’t understand myself. I can’t understand what I am feeling. I don’t know why something is starting to clog my throat and warming my eyes.