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I want to run away but I don’t know where to go. I can’t understand myself. I can’t understand what I am feeling. I don’t know why something is starting to clog my throat and warming my eyes.

Well, it's not like I started it. “Ahhh!! What is wrong with me today!” I shouted, jumping onto my bed and flopping down like a little kid having a tantrum. I knew the answer: it was the disgusting sight that fool had forced my beautiful eyes to see. Now I had to sit and eat in front of that man, how did he even do it with that girl, that's probably why she was crying. I guess it must have hurt, which felt truly sickening. The fact that he was the only one who could technically ask for a divorce was so annoying. Maybe I should ask him. Who knows, he might agree to it. —

“What?” “I feel sick. I want to cry. I want to do something, but I cannot do anything. Without knowing, I let myself go too far. It was a big deal, but I waved it off. Now I’m in trouble, and I wish my mother was here to give me a hug, and lend me her shoulder. Right now, I don’t just understand myself. I feel stupid.

I just can’t believe what just happened to me, I guess I’m still in shock maybe that’s why I haven’t given any reaction yet (except for that crying, but I feel they were more like relieved tears) but I felt disgusted, it left a bad taste in my mouth. My eyes were burning because of the crying.

Yannie Ace Ruiz My tears continue to flow unabated despite my efforts to hold them back. They persistently trickle down as I sit in a public jeepney. I'm aware that people are staring and talking about me because of my continuous crying. But I can't help but continue to shed tears because of the intense pain I'm feeling right now. I struggle to breathe, feeling the heaviness in my chest. Additionally, my heart burns as if someone is literally cutting it inside me. Just the other day, Josh and I were so happy. We were so happy that it felt like there was no limit to the joy in my heart. But now, I can't believe that in an instant, we've come to this. I never imagined that we would hurt each o

"When we are together, I can't catch my breath and I feel like I'm drowning" I say wiping the tears on my cheeks. Why the hell am I crying? I lick my lips "You consume me and I don't understand these feelings, these sensations that you make me feel and I’m so confused. It's like nothing makes sense and it makes so much sense at the same time. Is it- is it supposed to feel like this?

I’ve been to many situations like this, so why? I let out a heave. “Tangina” I muttered along with a small whimper escaping from my lips. The sobs that I tried to conceal erupted one by one. My chest hurt. It felt as if it was being crushed again and again. I covered my eyes with my arm, my other hand was in my chest, trying to figure out how to calm it down. ‘It felt like I was dying.’ I heaved in and out, trying to get myself stable. ‘I can’t cry. Ang babaw ko naman na tao kung iiyak ako. All that had happened today is already a normal event, hindi na bago na malaman ko na disappointment ako, na tanga ako, na puro lang ako salita’.

I don't understand why I had to act in a certain way or feel certain emotions. "You want to know how I feel Jamie?" I finally shouted at her, my anger suddenly getting the better of me as my fists clenched at me side and my canines extended from my gums. "I feel numb. I feel like there is nothing which is ever going to make me happy again. I can't cry because I haven't got the energy to be able to cry, just like I don't have the energy to hate people. I feel like I have just lost the biggest part of my life and I feel like I will never be able to smile again. Now, you want to know why I can't hate El?"

I don't know why I'm crying, and I don't understand why I feel this way towards Nikolai when I shouldn't. I shouldn't feel like this about him. Why did it feel good when he touched me? Why did I like the way he kissed my neck? Why? All these questions burned my head. I pulled my knees to my chest and wrapped my hands around my knees. I sobbed and sobbed. I love Enzo, and I know I love him so much but what are these feelings I feel when I'm around Nikolai? As I was crying here, I heard a knock on the door. I quickly stood up and washed my face and walked out of my washroom while cleaning my face with the towel.

My voice trembled, and I gasped for air, trying to keep control. “Ahhh!” I let out a broken cry, my vision blurring with more tears. “Why?! Why me?!” My chest felt tight, and my breath came in short, desperate gasps. I slammed my fist against the steering wheel, sobbing uncontrollably. The pressure in my chest was unbearable, like I was drowning in my own pain.