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My voice quivered with a mix of anger and sadness. "I-I feel so betrayed right now, Kelvin. I don't want to go on living anymore." "Don't say that, Anika," Kelvin responded, concerned. "I don't—" Tears welled up in my eyes, and I tried to blink them away, but they kept streaming down my cheeks. I lost control and allowed the tears to flow freely.

"Alright, go on." Tears fill my eyes, and my lips quiver as I continue talking. "I want you to know that if you don't want to date me right now, that's fine. I'm a mess. I'm tired. Exhausted... I'm not fun anymore. And while I want to be confident, cocky, Rebel, and own this situation, I can't... You know? I just look at my reflection, and I don't want this... I don't... I can't talk..." I'm sobbing like an idiot. Tears are running down my face, and my head is spinning. I hate having cancer, and I hate how it makes me feel. I'm powerless. Tired all the time.

MADISON’S POV Another tear dropped into my cheeks that made me flinch. I can still feel his lips on my forehead as well as his breath. His lips were trembling as it touched my skin. His arms are tightly snaked around me but it doesn’t hurt me Why…. Tears formed in my eyes as I didn't know what to say. I’m lost for words. I don’t know what to do. I feel weird. Why do I feel like this? Sad and hurt when I should be feeling anger and disgust with this person?

"Bakit nga ba hindi ka nagpapakita sa kanila?." "I was ashamed of what I had done to him. Because of my anger, I forgot that I still had a son that needed me." The old man sigh then poured a tea. When I smelled the aroma of tea I felt a sourness in my stomach. I immediately stood up and looked for a sink to vomit. I’ve been nauseous for weeks every time I smell foods I don’t like. I also don’t understand why I’m like this. I'm not picky about food but lately, I've been like this. Always drowsy and sometimes my body feels heavy.

My Jason apparently didn't exist. "May-" "Is it true?" I cut him off. He shook his head, auburn hair sticking to his wet face. Is he crying? "No! I mean yes but it's not like that. I can explain, May. Just hear me out." I frowned at my lack of reaction. I just felt...dead inside. I tried to summon my emotions: anger, heartbreak, devastation but all I could manage was a dull ache in my heart. There was a loud ringing in my head, making it hard for me to concentrate on anything except his stupid crocodile tears.

Today feels cursed……somehow The bathroom smells like lavender soap and disinfectant. I splash cold water on my face and look at my reflection in the mirror. I look pale, so pale making my freckles stand out more. My eyes look red, like I’ve been crying or like I’m on drugs or something. My heart pounds loud in my chest, I can practically hear it in my ear and feel it in my throat. I take a deep breath out……Nothing changes. What is wrong with me?

I took a deep breath and spoke; "Hey sorry for taking so long I don't wanna know but Janet. " "Are you okay? Your eyes are swollen and it looks like you have been having a crying session ,which is not good because you always need to be happy no matter what mood you're in." "Don't remind me. I can identify the feelings I'm feeling and right now I'm feeling to feelings of obsession and depression." " I really want to see you smiling so; explain to me why you feeling obsessed? "

"How it feels to be happy, if sad only don't know how to feel." - Indonesia Film - NKCTHI (Nanti Kita Cerita Tentang Hari Ini - Later We Story About Today) *** Kelvin forces Reya to come home immediately, despite the woman who continues to refuse. But Reya doesn't need to make other people care if in the end everyone just feels sorry for his current state. Reya hates the feeling, she just wants to make herself happy but always fails. Over time, she can get very frustrated with himself.

Rayne A sickening feeling rolls around in my gut as soon as I wake up. Max and I. What we did keeps replaying over and over again in my gut. I feel the only way to get it all off my system would be to throw up but when I try to induce it, nothing comes out. I just make myself feel worse.

I said to quickly excuse myself. Suddenly, I felt like I didn’t have good control over my emotions. The sudden sadness that bubbled inside of me made my chest feel tight and I could feel my tears stinging the back of my eyes. I was scared that I might start crying randomly right in front of my colleagues if I stayed any longer to listen to their sentimental talk and discussion about the current situation.