Novel & Cerita Ketika Hatiku Tlah Disakiti

Aishikata saemo kimi no nioi ga shita Arukikata saemo sono waraigoe ga shita Itsuka kiete nakunaru kimi no subete wo Kono me ni yakitsuketeoku koto ha Mou kenri nanka jyanai Gimu da to omounda (Even the way I loved the smell of you Even the way I walked carried the sound of your laughter Faced with the fact that you'll eventually disappear I have no choice but to burn your existence into my memory, with these two eyes It is not a right that I'm due I feel that it's my duty)

She needed music to cheer up her tiring work. Sira quickly played the song on her playlist, titled “Kau Di Hati”. In your eyes, I find light Like stars, lighting up my night Every smile, takes my breath away My heart flutters when you're by my side You're in my heart, never to be replaced This love grows deeper and deeper You're in my dreams, always accompanying me I can't live without you In every step, you're the one I think about This longing, I can't hide The word love, is not enough to describe

dear fate, is that how you treat my fragile heart? All Hearts !!

if you hate me kill me please I don't want to live this life in this way I can't live anymore with this pain the pain of loosing someone the pain of hurting our loved ones is most unbearable punishment but why this for me why me only me I never wants even my enemy to get hurt but why every time destiny is playing hard on me I don't know how to tell you I'm broken without feeling needy I dont know how to open up without feeling judged I don't know how to cry when my tears feel like acid I just need you to see that I'm hurting without me telling you because my words are bleeding out of my mouth waiting for you to stitch me up and make me fine although I know that's not your job and you're bett

Hah! I filled my mind with my rants for him. Hanggang sa matapos ay walang sawa ko pa rin iyong itinuloy. I dried myself and went near the mirror to check if it was still visible. Nainis ako nang makita kung gaano karami iyon. Ngunit kalaunan ay napalunok at pinamulahan nang maalala ang nangyari sa amin kagabi. I closed my eyes shut and screamed. “I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! AHHHHHH!”

(your love destroyed me, It broke me like that I died Nor I have left any desire to live Nor I wish to die This heart wants your togetherness Despite knowing it is impossible what ever it is asking for it pretends to be oblivious Your togetherness is not heaven Nor I am an angel But if you are with me I will imagine hell as heaven as well But the problem is You do not accept my togetherness And I can not accept anything except you " Shayari said thinking about her position in life (It is written by me, forgive me if I make mistakes in translation or in the poetry itself.) " Why do not you love me like I do Shauhar ji? Why? What crime have I committed? " Shayari screamed but got no answer ***

she held her head " please help me ya Allah. I need to forget sadiq, I needto stop this feeling ,please don't let it progress . I can't, he is too low for me " ***

I came back to my room and sat on my bed . I took my mobile and scrolled some messages in wechat . Then I opened music library and played one of my favorite song.It was my favorite because it gives me the memories of my buried love.I closed my eyes and listened to those heartbreaking lyrics ....... "Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you

"Shut up! If you love me, you can't do this to me, you won't hurt me, you won't cheat on me! Where is the love you are talking about? It's in your masculinity that you only know how to enjoy it? Fuck you!" He tried to come closer to me but I just pushed him away. "Don't come near me! Don't touch me! I hate you! I thought you're the one for me, you're the one to be with me for the rest of my life, but it seems I was wrong because I was the only one who thought about that. Pity me . I'm so stupid to think that way. I wonder when you've been cheating on me with how many other women you've been with and sleeping with behind my back. Hmmm. Maybe it won't count anymore, right? After a few years of

My heart is aching, and I don’t know how to stop it. “Do you remember what you said to me? Because I do. It’s still clear in my mind, as if you said them yesterday.” Tears are pouring down my face and I hate that he is witnessing me cry. “ If the bastard child is mine, which I doubt, I would never allow it to live. I fucking hate you, Sadie, and I’d rather that pup die than be given birth to by the woman who destroyed my life… That’s what you said to me.”