Novel & Cerita Ketika Hatiku Tlah Disakiti

Tormented & torn apart Nakapikit pa ang kaniyang mga mata, dinadamdam ang pagkanta. At sa pagmulat non ay tumingin siya sa katabi na nakatingin din sa kaniya. Sa ganoong posisyon ay itinuloy niya ang pagkanta. I wish I could carry Your smile in my heart For times when my life seems so low! It would make me believe What tomorrow could bring When today doesn't really know Doesn't really know

Pero ano ito, ano tong ginagawa niya sakin, bakit parang dali na gawin sakin ito, bakit parang andali na lokohin lang ako ng ganon ganon, ganon na ba talaga ako katanga? Oh please god i want to be happy gusto ko namang maranasan kung paano mahalin ng tunay gusto kong maging masaya ng walang hanggang. Kailan niyo ba iyon ipag kakaolob sakin? Agad kong pinunasan ang luha ko ng marinig ko ang sunod sunod na katok mula sa pinto inayos ko ang sarili ko bago tumayo at lumapit don huminga pa ako ng malalim bago buksan ang pinto pag bukas na pag bukas ko non agad naman dumamba ng yakap sakin ang mama.

A silent tear rolled down from the corner of my eyes, heartbreak filled me up. “But once… for once, you should have told me about the condition of your heart that my weight was.. too much for you to take… I.. I might do something. The walls of loath are no more inside me… And I have paid a great price to understand your importance in my life. To know hate brings nothing but chaos…” I said in a croaked voice. My heart is imprisoned in the crimes I have executed, all alone in misery.

I nibbled at his lower lips and bit down on it gently and immediately felt something moving under my bottom. That brought me out of my sinful acts. I looked at him once more and whispered in to his ears, “Hathaa qawlihi, hathihi lak (this is my gift for you). I love you habibi. I will always love you. No one can ever love you as much as I do. I will miss you ya ayouni (my eyes). Don’t forget me please hubbi. You said I don’t deserve you?

"The love I want, I only found it in you No other one, could ever make me laugh and cry like you do Though it's not easy to be with you, I don't mind The love you give becomes the love that I need With you, I'll brave the world Won't stand alone on my feet 'Cause of you, I believe love exists" How can I forget those painful words he told me? He's the one who pushed me to become like this. If I forget what he has done to me, if I forgive him, then I can never hold myself back. Because the hatred I have for him is the only thing that holds me back from going deeper. I will not let myself go back to the old me. To the former, Akisha, who is weak and knows nothing to do but beg and look pathetic

Her memories blogged up but her throat is clear and pure and she wishes to sing a song today. Manzilein ruswa hain Khoya hai raasta Aaye le jaaye Itni si ilteja Ye meri zamaanat hai Tu meri amaanat hai aa... Sun raha hai naa tu Ro rahi hun main Sun raha hai naa tu Kyun ro raha hun main Translation: Destinations are angry For the path has been lost Come and take me away This is all I wish for This is my path to freedom You belong to me.

wisdom said again "am Kelvin and yeah am good, but you can't help me with what I am going through cos you don't have the fucking power to do so" Kelvin said "ohh really, do you think so" Wisdom said "yeah I do" Kelvin said "I don't think so bro I can help with anything you are going through" Wisdom said with concern

Because once when I'm alone this is me. The foolish, Stupid Broken Adassah. Who does nothing about her broken heart but to cry in pain again and again.

"The only Love of My life dear Jacob..." She than paused and stared at those words for a long time, she didn't know what else to write. Her eyes started filling with tears when she remembered his last cruel words for her. "Go away...... I don't want you." She touched her belly as she leaned on the chair and closed the notebook feeling disappointed. She had thought that she would write Jacob about her feelings and child but she didn't have any courage to again face his rejection and cruel words. She simply gave up the idea as she went to sleep.

‘I'm sorry, I'm broken, I'm so fucking sorry, please don't hate me’ But when the doors slide open, the words die in my throat.