Losing to love
But three mornings a week I sat at the desk in the room that was now just a room, not the guest room, not the escape room, just a room with a desk in it that I used, and I wrote things with my name on them and sent them to Kendrick and he told me what needed fixing and I fixed it.
The second piece had gone up the week before. Shorter than the first, more specific, about the miscarriage. Not the whole of it, not the Jamie part, not the aftermath — just the thing itself, the physical reality of it, the way nobody talked about what it actually felt like in your body and how that silence was its own kind of violence. Kendrick had been careful with me about that one, more than usual, checking in
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