Novel & Cerita Love Me When I'm Gone

“Okay sis, I gotta go but I’ll talk to you soon. I love you.” “I love you too, Gage.” We hang up and I go straight to bed. I don’t bother changing my clothes. I wake up long enough the next two days to eat something and shower and change into a pair of sweat pants and a hoodie. On the third day, the day I leave, I call him one more time. “Hi, Jace, I promise this is the last time you’ll hear from me. I don’t want to ruin your happiness. I just wanted to let you know I’m going home today. I love you, forever. Bye.”

I was cursing myself for that. I looked at the nightstand and took Bella's picture frame from there. "Bella, I'm sorry, my love. I know what I did yesterday was wrong. I got carried away. I felt like I was with you. For a second, I completely forgot the presence of another woman. I thought as if you were there in my arms. Please forgive me for giving your place to someone else. " I apologised to my deceased lover. My phone started to ring, it's the receptionist.

she's gone and never coming back. I buried my face in my palm as I sat on the bed. She broke me ,she shattered me into a million pieces. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! How do I deal with this pain ? Where do I go from here? How do I love again? If there's ever a God,then please take this pain away.

Her voice… even when angry, it was music to my ears. “I miss you so much, Love…” I murmured drunkenly. “I miss you so much it hurts to let you go… I miss you so much I feel like I’m going to die…” I choked out between heavy breaths, tears spilling down my face. “I love you so much, Love… huhuhu… Jess… forgive me…” And then, everything went dark.

The dingy urban village, that nightmare of a rental: all of that faded into nothing. It was gone for good.

He couldn't even be bothered to argue with me. And our pups, whom I'd painstakingly raised, adored someone else as well—they barely had any affection for me. This feeling of being abandoned was excruciating. Staring at the empty house, I realized it was time for me to move. Since no one cared about me, what was the point of staying? I left the house and went to the courthouse alone to draft a Bond Breaking Agreement. After putting the papers in an envelope and leaving them on the nightstand, I heard noises downstairs.

She never even stopped to think if I would survive. She had already changed. She just refused to admit it. "I used to give in easily," I said quietly, "but that was for the version of you who loved me. Not for the version that chose to hurt me." I paused, then met her eyes. "Janice… I don't love you anymore." The love I once had for her had long since turned into nothing but disappointment and pain. I thought I had let it go, but the wound still ached deep down.

Later, I bought my dad's favorite little cake and went back to the cemetery one more time. I set the cake in front of his grave. I crouched down and gently wiped the dust off his photo. Spring had come. A small patch of grass had grown up beside the headstone. When the wind blew, the blades swayed gently. I looked at my dad's face in the photo and said softly, "Dad... they're all gone now. The people who hurt you. The people who pushed you. They're all gone. I'm going to live well for you from now on."

Mom raises me and my brother, Cameron Joyner, by herself after she gets a divorce. Cameron was born with congenital asthma and has to take medication every day. Although I'm healthier, Mom treats me better than Cameron. She always says, "You're the apple of my eye, Cassie. I don't want you to feel troubled because of Cam." From the very beginning of my life, I've always been number one in Mom's heart. However, the year I turn 15, Cameron suddenly disappears. Mom completely changes after he goes missing.

I had fought cancer for eight years. I had waited for Liam for eight years. My greatest wish had only been to see him one more time. Now I had. That was enough. Goodbye, Liam. I love you.