Novel & Cerita Love You So Much It Hurts

I didn't notice that tears were already running down my cheeks as I spoke. "I hate you so much for hurting me, I hate you so much for hurting me until now. I hate you so much for breaking my heart into pieces... I hate you so much for making me love you so much until now... After all this time, you are still the man who can hurt me so bad..." Upon hearing that from me, Vincent hugged me so tightly as he began whispering in my ears again. "I love you so much, Paula..."

But I was stunned for a moment. I saw the tattoo on the side of his thigh. My name was written on it. And under my name there is a heart. Written on the heart. 'My Girl'. My eyes watered. "Kier…" "I love you, Fatima. I have always loved you. But I used to think that you couldn't love me because you hate me so much. I'm sorry." "Who wouldn't be angry with you? You insult me ​​every day for being obese."

" I am drinking because of people like you. Love ? It's just a useless thing. Why do I need to love someone if in the end they will hurt me badly? It's just the same routine over and over again. You can be happy at first but sad in the end" I bow my hear and let my tears drip. I sob uncontrollably and I don't care if people are looking at me and judging me without knowing why I'm sobbing and drinking. "I'm sorry for hurting you but I swear , I truly love you" "Bullsh*t that sorry Greg ! You can't just hurt someone thinking that ' sorry' would be enough . Well, at least you said sorry while him didn't. He just leave us without any explanation or goodbye". "Who is he Grace?.

"Adam, please don't make this more difficult, it's been so painful for me to know that you're leaving and that we're not going to be together... you're one of the most important people in my life I love you so much that it hurts.. "That's good, you love me and I love you, princess... "He started but was interrupted. "You are not listening to me! I said I love you so much it hurts, love is not supposed to hurt, Adam. "She said and a sob escaped between her lips. "Letting you go is the hardest test I'm doing, I'm not being selfish, I'm not holding you here with me but it's been hard... "We can work something out. " He tries again.

Is that even that hard? My heart wails..... I don't want anyone's love if it doesn't come with their loyalty..... Losing him was a nightmare but loving him so madly is worse...... My eyes were paining with all the crying....Very correctly said,"Ice melts when heated, Eyes melts when cheated..." The smoke filled my lung and I coughed as I exhale loudly. Taking another puff of the cigarette, I looked at my mobile for any message or call from him.... But found none..... I shut my eyes tightly.

As I was walking, pushing my cart, the supermarket started playing music right as I was about to pay. The song is so unfair! Dahan / Jireh Lim I won't cry anymore, I won't force myself to Love you forever I won't listen anymore, my mind is confused You should know that you're the one I love And if you're not for me The love you gave I won't hope anymore To be held again Slowly let go My heart that can't fight back Because you left me once I'm hurting so much I won't let you hurt me again And forget our past

I could see in his expression that my words hurt him just as much as they hurt me. “Sophia,” he breathed my name. “I love you. That hasn’t changed. But… everything that happened still hurts.” His honesty broke me. It hurt so much to know I was the cause of that pain that I could barely breathe. “I know,” I whispered. “And I’m sorry. I really am, Bright. I didn’t know… I didn’t want to believe Dante could be so horrible. I thought you were just… exaggerating.” He turned toward me and met my eyes.

“I’m doing this for us. For our children. For everything we built.” “It doesn’t feel like that,” I whispered back. “It feels like I’m losing you.” “You’re not,” he said immediately, voice thick. “Lena, you’re not losing me. I love you. I love you so much it’s killing me.” “Then why does everything you say hurt?” He didn’t answer. I felt myself collapse inside. The pain was too much. Too sharp. Too deep. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t think. I couldn’t stay on the phone.

His laptop screen had gone black, the forgotten photo still on the table like a wound left open. After a long time, Gabe moved. Slow steps. He crossed the room and stopped outside the bedroom. His forehead pressed against the cool wood of the door, eyes closing. He didn’t knock. Didn’t try to push it open. He just whispered the words he should have said months ago, words too late to heal but too heavy to swallow. “I’m sorry,” his voice cracked, low and breaking. “I didn’t lie because I didn’t love you. I lied because I did.”

Pip’s tiny hand brush my cheek, wiping at the tears. “Sometimes love wears strange masks. Sometimes it hides under duty. But it’s still love.” The words stab deep, and I let out a bitter laugh. “Then why does it hurt so much?” "I.... I don't know"