Novel & Cerita Love You So Much It Hurts

“You hurt him for no reason!” Oliver’s expression didn’t change. But his silence said everything. And that silence… Broke something inside her. “I hate you,” she said, her voice shaking with emotion. “You’re disgusting.” For the first time… Those words actually hit him. Not like the others. Not like fear. Not like insults. This one stayed. Because it came from her. And for reasons he didn’t understand… That mattered. More than it should have.

“Of course.” He watches me carefully. Too carefully. “Everyone wants to hurt you,” I say, my voice trembling, “so they use me.” I wipe at my face, but the tears won’t stop. “They have my family… all because I fell in love with you.” The laugh turns into a sob halfway through. It hurts to breathe. It hurts to think. Why does love hurt like this? Why does loving someone feel like volunteering for destruction? “I didn’t ask for this,” I whisper. “I didn’t ask to be a pawn in your war.”

I thought before blowing the dust away and getting ready to play the song What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts [What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say (much to say) And watching you walk away And never knowing What could've been And not seeing that love in you. That's what I was trying to do...] I sang sobbing while playing the guitar taking different tune "Why can’t I stop loving you?" I screamed “I hate the fact that I love you and I can't stop loving you," I screamed sobbing to my greatest surprise my phone beeped [Bored at home, can we hang out? You are not allowed to say no, bye, your boyfriend]

It really hurts so much… I don’t like this pain… Mommy… Please make this pain go away… What did I do wrong? I am sorry… I just want you to like me… Please stop being mean to me…. It hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts… My heart hurts…

Though it hurts, I will be happy wherever you are happy because I love you. I just wish that I don't love you, but I do. I love you so much that it hurts. Listen to my songs, that's all I wanted to tell you all those months and a year with you. I couldn't say it because I'm afraid of getting slapped in front of your truth. I couldn't say it because I'm weak.

Why am I the one hurting when I didn’t do anything? “I love you, I love you with everything I’ve got. I love you with my entire life, Lola. I love you so much and I can’t bare to see you in pain. I love you, you’re father loves you. Your brother and Chloe loves you. We all love you. You’re perfect in our eyes, Lola. You’re our Lola. You’re my Lola and my Lola is a fighter, she’s fierce and won’t let things break her down like this. My Lola is the most beautiful girl in the world, she’s the girl with the most beautiful heart ever. My Lola’s the best.” She says and I truly wish I could believe her. I wish I could but I can’t.

"I want to forget everything, or alteast not watch them all together as my defeat. The pain is too much for me to bear. I have lost everything." Jennifer hugged and caressed Ariadne's back as the latter cried her heart out.

Never in all my years did I once foresee that I shall ever hurt so much. My heart is shattered; I have lost Isabella yet again. She was so close within my reach, and it fell apart before it could even start. I love this woman so damn much, but I cannot be with her. It fucking kills me, it is eating me up alive, and god, there is nothing that I can do about it. But I have to; giving her up will be the hardest thing I will ever do in my life. Thinking of those brown eyes swim in nothing but sorrow is the worst torture that I have ever felt. I feel like falling into an abyss and simply disappear.

I love you more than anything. His words sank into me like a lifeline, tiny sparks of warmth cutting through the storm, but the sobs still came—fresher, rawer, as the humiliation replayed in vivid flashes. I curled tighter on the cold floor, the slow, relentless drip of his cum still marking the tiles beneath me in tiny, glistening drops that cooled and stuck to my skin. My heart ached with a storm of love and shame, the bond enveloping me like a golden thread even as fresh tears soaked my arms. *I love you too,* I sent back through the link, voice trembling even in my mind. *But it hurt so much, Jason. The way they looked at me… like I was trash. Like our bond is just… just public p**n.*

Hold it together. He said he loves me. Just take it. But it hurts. And it doesn't stop hurting Why does it hurt so bad? Stop. But it just kept on going. Stop. But I couldn't bring myself to speak up. Stop. * * * - - - To Be Continued - - -