My Chemical Romance This Is How I Disappear 소설 & 이야기

My chest tightened with hurt and guilt. Why couldn't I ever make her happy, no matter what I did? I reached for her hand. "What happened?" "You seriously have the nerve to ask?" Gloria shoved me away. My forehead slammed into the corner of the bed. Pain shot through me, making my eyes water. I pushed through it and looked up at her. "I really don't know." "Still pretending?" Gloria slammed a bottle of cologne onto the floor. Glass shattered everywhere. The strong scent instantly filled the room, making me cough.

Of course it would be him. Memory settles into place piece by piece. The balcony, the whiskey glass, the faint shift of air behind me, his presence arriving like inevitability rather than surprise. The strike had been efficient. I appreciated that. The sedative, however, had been excessive. My head throbs as I inhale carefully. The air smells sterile, dry, stripped of personality. Concrete and steel. Underground, most likely. No sea salt. No wind. Greece is gone. I open my eyes.

“Well, think about it rationally. Have you ever heard of someone being salty and still able to be in love?” Heph wipes a few symbols from the board and writes something else. “No. It doesn’t happen. Love isn’t just a chemical, dear girl. It causes a physical reaction that is the opposite of salt. Salt may be a neutral compound, but it has a bitter taste. It destroys love. Chemistry isn’t my strong suit, but even I know that. You need something to strengthen your compound… like… I don’t know… gallium, I guess? Small particles of it. Ever heard the expression, ‘make him melt in your hands’?”

Honey and vanilla. The longer we kiss, the more the past three days melt away. Only with Emerald do our clothes magically disappear without knowing how or if we even did it. We are always so consumed with one another to realize we are stripping each other. But the next thing I know, she gasps into my mouth as I slide slowly inside her.

Then she turned around and disappeared in a crowd of people. “Call me, any time.” Maria gave my arm a tight squeeze then disappeared in the opposite direction. I walked through the double doors and joined a line with other freshmen. They all looked as excited as I was. This was a new start for them, for me it was the only part of my life that remained constantly normal. I’m in love with a five hundred and twenty-five year old werewolf, my father is a werewolf and I am slowly changing into a werewolf too. College was the only normal part of my life.

She didn't like it so she taken the call to get to know him better. Although Siberia didn't enjoy conversing with strangers, she was completely enthralled by him and somehow felt the need to learn more about him, to be close to him, and to know his darkest secrets. Siberia knew that she had to befriend him and the aftermath would probably be taking the next step, but she didn't focus on the aftermath yet. She was more concerned about the present situation. She had to break the tension between them and make things comfortable. It was almost like choosing the right chemicals that would successfully react together, an unbreakable bond.

That night, at a hotel at the base of the mountains, Caleb sat in agony. A wolf’s sense of smell is incredibly sharp, and he could still smell Ivy’s scent lingering on his skin. With shaking hands, he pulled out a bottle of black liquid—a caustic chemical used to forcibly strip a wolf’s scent and markings. It was highly corrosive to internal organs. He downed one bottle after another like it was water. "I’m not dirty... Evelyn, I’m clean now..." Violent cramps tore through his abdomen. He collapsed by the toilet, vomiting blood and fragments of his own lining.

Loki asked while she begged and kept crying. " didn't you remember the day that you agreed if I disappear? and you said our relationship is only one year, right? Jen walked away after he said those words, while Loki just kept crying .Nao stood her behind and approached her, while he gave her a handkerchief "Don't cry" Loki looked at him and kept crying. "Nao!, why’s that happened? I never did anything wrong to him but w-why he left me like nothing!? " Nao just embraced Loki and rain began poured outside at the mall. Nao placed his jacket on her head and held her hand tightly to get inside at the mall. He rubbed her back while she kept crying.

My lips parted, but I couldn't get a word out. Theo sensed my pain and forced a smile. "It's okay. Maybe Dad's just busy. Let's go home, Mom. Don't be sad." His voice trailed off until it nearly vanished. My heart skipped a beat. I reached out and cupped his face. His cheeks were already streaked with tears. Without thinking, I scooped him up and practically fled the scene. Theo kept glancing back until the figures of the three people inside the restaurant vanished from sight. After we got home that night, I thought for a long time. In the end, I looked up the process of breaking a mate bond.