My Future Billie Eilish Lyrics Novels & Stories

Ella nodded, then replied, "Goodbye Nathan." Nathan sat there for a while after she left. The project must be perfect, or he would risk losing reputation with his grandfather again, Nathan thought. Nathan's phone vibrated, signaling an incoming call. "Nathan?" Mike said as soon as Nathan picked up the call. He had noticed Ella leaving downstairs, but Nathan had still not left the restaurant. "Yes, Mike," Nathan said, finally standing up. "I was just checking to see that you were alright," Mike replied. Mike had no knowledge of what the conversation between Nathan and Mr. Bills had been, but he knew it had gotten Nathan really pissed off.

"I think I was older." She opened it, eyes scanning the words silently. Then her smile faded. I leaned in. "What is it?" She read aloud, voice quiet: "Dear Future Me, If he ever comes back—the boy with the storm in his eyes and silence in his voice—don’t let him go. Even if they all say it’s wrong. Even if the world tries to stop you. Because some people only come once. And if you lose him again, you might never recover." She looked at me, eyes glassy.

Dad looked at me coldly, with no emotion in his voice. This time, I did not argue nor make a fuss. I merely let out a quiet laugh. "Think about this carefully, Dad. Does having Mom smile for a moment really matter more than my entire future?" Dad turned around, marched straight into my room, and grabbed the envelope from the desk. Before anyone could react, he snatched the bottle of liquor off the table and poured it all over the envelope until it was completely soaked. He then handed it to Mom. "Come on, Shannon. Don't listen to them. I got your back this time!"

Or what the future held for me and Billie. I just had to let fate take its course. Just like always.

Immediately I took it, I heard a song of Billie Eilish. All the good girls go to hell. I threw my phone away and ran up the stairs.

Andrea was staring at the ceiling thinking when she grabs her phone and play music. Playing: Perfect by Pink Made a wrong turn, once or twice Dug my way out, blood and fire Bad decisions, that's alright Welcome to my silly life Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood Miss knowing it's all good, it didn't slow me down Mistaken, always second-guessing, underestimated Look, I'm still around Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel Like you're less than fuckin' perfect Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing

Cause I'm just fine I'm feeling just fine, fine, fine I don't wanna be sad anymore I could see the sunshine, shine, shine Cause I'm just fine, just fine I'm just fine, all of my pain I can overcome without you I'm just fine, don't worry I can smile now Because everyone knows your voice I'm so fine, you so fine All of the sadness and scars Became an old memory now So let's smile and let go, we so fine i'm so fine, you so fine Our future will only have happiness So put away your fear Enjoy it, you worked hard, we so fine My cold heart Has forgotten how to call you But I'm not lonely, I'm fine, I'm fine The darkness of the night Shakes awake my sleeping dreams But I'm not afraid, I'm fine, I'm

We could not deny what we wanted, and that was each other. "Des, I don't know my future. Hell, I don't even know what I'll be doing next week, let alone next year, so I can't make any promises, but I do know one thing: no matter where I am, what I feel, or whom I become, it will always begin and end with you." I take a deep breath before I tell her, “Baby, remove your clothes now and lay on your back for me.” While the song Desire by Meg Myers is playing in the background.

I wiped her tears off her cheeks with my thumb and tried to smile at her. God, I wish I could just turn back time. I wanted to tell her that everything in the future is going to be okay because we have each other and that I would not even leave her despite this but I know that’s too selfish of me to say. Even if there’s that reassurance, there’s still that unknown fear of how our future will unfold. How her own future will unfold. But how in hell are you still silent Milo? I scolded myself in the back of my head.