My Life Is Falling Apart Novels & Stories

I used all my strength when he came closer and pushed him. “Go to hell!” I shouted as his steps stumbled and he fell… down… “Ahh!!” I paused in horror of what happened. Blinking to fathom if it was a hallucination or reality and… it was real. I-I pushed him and he fell down. With tears flowing out of my eyes, my life was ripped apart as I fell on my knees, knowing that at this point, my life was shattered. My life was ruined. “NOO!! C

I bit back every instinct screaming at me to shove him away. … I didn’t fall apart until the bedroom door clicked shut behind me. My legs gave out, and I slid to the floor, the strength draining from my body. Everything had shattered in a single day. The life I thought I had… nothing but a lie. “Mama… I need you. How am I supposed to…” My voice broke into quiet sobs, muffled against my hand. No matter how many times I told myself not to waste another tear on Luca or this marriage, they came anyway.

It’ll kill her slow. The tears hit before I could stop them. Eyes stinging, vision blurring—I let it out. Dammit. I don’t cry. But this wasn’t just family falling apart. This was everything crumbling. My whole world breaking into pieces. I sat in the dim lobby, hunched in a corner, wiping at my eyes with the back of my hands while wolves came and went around me. Life doesn’t wait for you to catch up. It just keeps going. And you’ve gotta deal with it.

“And the news…we think someone might be trying to manipulate the story. But we don’t know. We haven’t been able to reach him.” I sank to the floor, back against the couch. My hands gripped my knees, shaking. The room felt impossibly quiet, but inside me, it was chaos. My life—the life I had built—was unraveling in slow motion. My children were upstairs, blissfully unaware, but I couldn’t stop the panic clawing at me. Everything was crashing. The perfect life. Aaron. Our home. The children. The certainty I had always relied on. Gone—or at least fractured in ways I couldn’t yet comprehend.

It not a lie that am always so afraid of coming back here, it's lonely and miserable, but there's no Camille luxury home to go too anymore. Damn, I feel so foolish for always relying on her, every fucking thing in my life hovers around her. Am tired of been so miserable, am tired of it all. My legs slowly failing me, my head spins again and I find myself slowly dropping on the floor. It hurts to fall, but it hurt more to realize your life stinks. "Ding!, Ding!"

“I feel like I’ve failed them. I let this all happen.” No, she said firmly. You’re still breathing. That means you haven’t failed yet. I sank to the ground and covered my face with my hands. “Why does everything feel like it’s falling apart?”

I was still able to gather myself, I was still in one piece and I didn't let myself be broken beyond repair. But this feels like that last brick that is supporting the whole column is toppling and everything will soon be going down. It is like the fort of my dreams, my life, my aspirations, my hopes and my beliefs have come tumbling down till it is all a heap of mess and unfulfilled promises. My faith in kindness and love that was hanging by a thin thread has snapped and nothing so loving is left in me anymore. I feel hollow. Like, really hollow.

“You think you're so special—” "No. I think I'm done letting people like you make me feel small.” My voice doesn't shake or break as I cut her off. “So if you want to gloat about winning Knox back? Go ahead. But don't expect me to fall apart over it. I'm done falling apart.” The lie burns. Everything inside me is falling apart. The ache in my chest is unbearable. My hands are shaking. My heart feels like it's being ripped to pieces all over again.

“Jackson—” “My life is spiraling out of control,” I interrupted, and suddenly the words were pouring out. “Everything is falling apart. I lost Frost. I just lost Tammy. My parents are going to disown me when they find out. I’m failing my classes because I can’t concentrate. I literally fainted on campus because I’m so messed up I forgot to take proper care of myself.” I pressed the back of my hands against my eyes. “I’m terrified, Maya. I’m terrified that this is it. That I’m going to end up completely alone because I’m too much of a disaster for anyone to actually want to be around.”

“I’m heading to bed. Don’t stay up too late watching trash TV, alright?” “No promises.” Crystal responds, shooing me away. “You know that’s my favorite type since you’re so boring.” Rolling my eyes, I don’t bother responding before I head to my room and collapse on my bed so that I can finally let the weight of reality slam into me. “Shit,” I hiss, realizing what I was running headfirst into. “There really are monsters living amongst us and pretending to be humans.”