Novel & Cerita My Life Would Suck Without You

There was no anger and no heartbreak, just the quiet relief of something finally settling into place. I opened the chat with Nola and typed two words: [Perfect match.] Then, I held down the power button and turned my phone off completely. I pulled out the SIM card I had been using for years and dropped it into the trash. The boarding announcement echoed through the terminal speakers. I stood, took hold of my suitcase, and walked toward the security checkpoint. Outside, the world was loud with celebration, and in here, there was only the stillness of leaving alone. However, that was alright. From now on, my world belonged to no one but me.

"A few weeks from now I'll be able to invite you into my therapy session, and I hope you'll come." "I'll do whatever it takes to get you back to me, Mandy. My life…" I look for the words to express what I've been feeling, how lost I've been without her, and they don't come as easy as I once thought they would. "It isn't a life without you and Walker in it. Perfection doesn't exist, but the three of us? When things were good, they were close."

"I dont believe you. The Alex I know would never kick me out of her life like that." Nor would I allow it to happen, I refuse to live a life where she isn't a part of it. Because there isn't life without her, ever my earliest memories of life are filled with her. Without it, I lose myself.

I will be carrying your faith and your prayer when you don't have the strength to. I have never told you how blessed I feel to have you in life. I love you so much that I can't express it in words. Still, let me try to tell you what you mean to me. You are the center of my life, your presence makes my dull life beautiful, and most of my memorable memories are due to you or with you. Thank God I met you; otherwise, my life would have been very sad and dull. Now I can't imagine my life without you. You are the most important person to me, and I am nothing

She added. "This wasn't meant to be, if it was then why are we never happy ? why don't we ever a get a moment to just breathe. Before I met you my life was miserable but I was a tad bit happy with it. I didn't have all this attention on me, I was just an ordinary girl-" "Lucia, regardless my life was miserable without you." He said quickly. His brain was going bullocks, he could not imagine his life without her now that he had her.

“Fuck that! Fuck that shit. Did you not hear anything that I said to you last night? Did you not hear how important you are to me? Do you not realize that you aren’t saving my life by giving yours for mine? I have no life if you aren’t in it. Just like that line from the song, you showed me what it feels like to be full, and it’s so fucking light I feel like I’m floating. Do you think that I could go back to that empty feeling again, after knowing what I was missing? I can’t. I have no life without you Angel. I have nothing.”

All thanks to the people who had stood by her through every storm: her best friend, Vivian, and her sweetheart, Gerald. What would I have done without those two? she wondered, her chest warming with affection. They’re my angels. Her smile faded when a familiar car sped past hers on the opposite lane. Andy’s. “That disrespectful jerk,” she muttered, her jaw tightening. For a second, old memories flooded in—his voice, his sneer, the loneliness that used to choke her nights. She wondered what life might’ve been if she hadn’t lost the pregnancy she once carried for him. Maybe she’d still be stuck with him—living in misery, enduring his ridicule, never becoming the woman she was today.

“I’m sorry, I know we’ve talked about this, but I just can’t wrap my head around you being able to live your day-to-day life without… without me. Because I wasn’t able to do the same.” “That wasn’t living, Meadow,” I said, feeling my throat tighten. “Going to and from the office every day, sometimes making sure to submerge myself in work so I wouldn’t think about you too much—only to end up thinking about you.” I brushed a teardrop from her cheek. “Missing you, loving you, wanting you… longing for you. That wasn’t living. And I don’t ever want to go through that again, because it is fucking torture. A life without you will be a miserable one for me. I can’t do it.”

I stayed on the ground, crying my eyes out. How do I live without a mate?

She is my entire world. “I have gone crazy without you. You know, I forgot how I used to be before you and honestly, I don’t even want to remember. I want you in my life till my last breath, so I don’t mind not knowing what to do without you.” I chuckle a little as I talk.