Novel & Cerita When Life Suck

Alex froze, instantly sensing the oddities around him. There seemed to be a mysterious force within this land, sucking the life out of him at rapid speed. He could obviously feel his energy depleting by the second. After that, this sensation arose within every single person here— “God, this place is weird. I can feel my life depleting... it’s being sucked away.” “I feel it too. I feel like I’m getting older.” “What is this? Why would something like this happen? Quick, quick, let’s leave this creepy place.”

I suck? Well, I guess I do. Pretty much, indeed. Because if I didn’t, why would I be hurting from words that I formulated for him? I suck so much, and that explains why I have been entertaining these feelings for him. I suck so much, that is why even a disgusting nobody like Leon dumbed me like I was a piece of rotten shit. Yes, I stink pretty much, and that must be the reason why even my only best friend has abandoned me at a time when I need her the most.

I smack him. “Oh, don’t be so surprised. You know we were born shit out of luck. But it’s fine, many have it even worse.” “Do they?” “Yes.” I say with a voice that clearly says this is not something I will negotiate. The sadistic belief in me that there has to be some people with even worse luck in their lives than me won’t let me realize just how shitty life I’ve had. It’s a form of denial, but it does me good. “We have each other, don’t we?”

"All this effort, and you end up losing to this Freak! Oh my God, you're worse than him! You're a fuckin' loser!" Life is indeed, a shitty game. There's no such thing as a friendly bond with no catch. The instant you fall, those cool, awesome pals around you would flip against you. No more 'Best Friends Forever', it's all been fake. This life, this damaged system—I pray to God every night that I won't end up contrapted within it. But for now— “Hey! What did you just say?” I pull every muscle in my body, and stand to face the embodiment of this bitchy life; Courtney Meyer.

my life has gotten much worse! Not a day I have had a relaxing time at home....house does not feels like home all I wanna do is end my college and leave this hell hole! For once....why can't I live a normal happy life....why does all the problems surrounds me only....as if I don't have enough in my hands and now this Neil problem too I have to face..... Fuck my life! ×××××××××××××××××××× ¶2 months after¶

The lady looked at me with that sad expression again. "Love sucks." I said. "all my life I imagined I was going to be one of those cliché, a wife, kids, a pet, a house with a pretty garden. Somewhere along the way that prospect got blurry and I saw another future, with someone else. But I fucked up, and now five years later I'm doing the same thing I did back then, I'm hurting her and I'm hurting me. Maybe love doesn't suck, maybe I suck at loving."

Sometimes, life hits so hard that, it feels like you are being fucked up by the life. Some situations are too messy, complicated and strangely suffocating that you might never know how to overcome it. Sometimes standing before the mirror, staring at your own reflection, asking yourself, " What did you actually do in your life?" If you are a good child who listens to your parents but somehow fucked up with your life, You will ask the same question " What did you do with your life? What did you do to end up like this?"

My voice sounded unnecessarily soft. “I miss home.” Life is a cruel thing. Unfair and most of all, it's never satisfying enough. Not for a long time. But why so? We have different expectations. Different ideas of happiness. My idea of perfection will be different than your idea. Someone craves to live the life of another person. While the exact same person idealises another person's life. This is not tragic. This is life. Unplanned, unexpected.

"Money is always available if you're open to it." I roll my eyes to the ceiling and groan. "So you're one of those people. The ones who believe in the universe giving you what you need?" If that were true, the universe hates me because my life sucks. Unless I evolved in my sleep, I'm sure I still require food and water to live.

Talk about the best things that life offers, only to be taken from you. When did I start drowning in this hellish sinkhole ? Oh yes, I remember, when Lex came in my life and asked the nerd on a date. Sinking down on the floor, against the door, I could do nothing but cry and scream of what I had become. Life robbed me of everything. Now I was going to let it rob my own life.