Novel & Cerita My Love

With Love, The Cloud.

I dared smirking. "You think I won't stop you? I will because you'll always be my drama queen who makes my heart flutter with her every single glance." What did he mean by that? "What do you mean?" Next what he said made my heart leap with joy. "I mean to say that the only girl I love in this world is you. My heart beats only for you. I've been in love with you for the past twelve years. I know you don't feel the same about me. When Karan left everyone you distanced yourself from me. I thought I would forget you with the passing time but it didn't happen. You're the only girl who makes my heart go wild. You are my first love and will be my last love too. No one can take your place in my hear

My heart is pounding hard. "I love you, and this love is a furious volcano of obsession, possession, and maddening desire. I love you enough to have you inside my walls and show myself weak. I love you enough to talk about my fears and problems. I love you enough to give you power over me when I never allowed anyone else to have that power. I love you enough to step in front of a bullet for you... I love you more than I can put into words here. "Do you want to marry me again? Renew our wedding vows and have a real party? No one else between us. No contracts. I want to love you for real. I want a real marriage. Today and for every day of my life. Will you be mine?"

said Vania "Yes and I would like it to be for all my life." said Kalvin "Hmm what do you mean by that?" asked Vania "Vania I bet you must have read in my eyes the expression of the passion that gnaws at me for you." said Kalvin "Hmm please explain a bit where are you coming from?" asked Vania "Vania I fell in love with you since the age of 11. And this thing does not let go of me." said Kalvin

So this is what love feels like. ********

I say as we head to our getaway wrapping my arms around my loves and pulling them close. THE END

Fear came naturally after that. Control became everything. Control meant predictability. Clean decisions. No surprises. It helped me forget the chaos Rose and her sister dragged into our world. Almost. There was one memory that refused to fade. Zena. Even thinking her name tightened something in my chest. Years had passed, yet her face remained sharp in my mind, her voice lingering in memories I never invited back. It irritated me more than I wanted to admit. I never figured out what she had been to me. Love felt too soft for something that unsettled me this deeply. Hate felt dishonest. Attraction felt too small for the weight she carried inside my head.

(Fuck off) I said sounding a little too mad wich only feed into them being right. “Our dear brother who swore he would never be capable of love doesn't know what to do with the woman who has him whipped and on top of that she doesn’t even know it and she is right outside these walls.” Matteo said, crossing his leg over the other leaning back placing his arm on the arm rest, having a damn smirk on his face. Enjoying this too damn much.

Do Comment and share your views with me. love, Ishq

Something I’d sworn I’d never believe in. Love.