Novel & Cerita Ngantuk Tapi Tidak Bisa Tidur

It’s been hours since I crawled into bed, and yet sleep refuses to come anywhere near me. Blackie is curled against my ribs, purring softly in her dreams, while I lie wide awake, staring at the shadows dancing across the ceiling like taunts. I’ve tried everything. Soft music, counting sheep, meditating until my jaw clenched from the effort. Nothing works. My body is exhausted, heavy with the kind of tired that should knock a person out instantly, but my mind won’t shut up. It won’t stop spinning, pulling me through every thought I’ve tried so hard to avoid.

My head was throbbing so hard. I changed into pajamas and went to bed. Mica was snoring as I lay down quietly. I felt so tired, yet, I kept tossing and turning. I could not sleep. I dread waking up the next morning.

/Then, thank you. As the night dragged on, sleep unfortunately evaded her. On the contrary, she became restless. She could not help but think about the different things she could be doing instead of lying on the bed wide awake. She also could not help but feel like she was wasting more time since she was already well rested.

I know not saying goodnight, and just night, could mean I have an attitude, or something is wrong. I didn’t sleep. At all. I laid up all night and watched tv. I just couldn’t go to sleep. Then again, I can’t go to sleep mad. Not that I was really mad, but I knew something didn’t feel right. I never go to sleep mad. It feels like guilt eats me alive if I try to sleep. So, I stay up all night when things aren’t right in my head. I have issues. I grabbed for my phone and saw it was like a minute before my alarm was set to go off. I grumbled and turned off the alarm before it actually went off. I got up and went into the kitchen. I am not one to really drink coffee, but I made coffee. I had no a

But I know he can definitely not cross his boundary. I trust him and I believe him on that. for now, I have to get myself ready to focus on the business at hand. I find myself battling with the urge sleep while I go through the list of things needed for the current upcoming project. It is going to be a very very hard task at this current moment especially with the intrusion of slumber already dragging my eyelids. Man this is going to be so hard. I am still battling with the slumber rolling through my system when a soft knock suddenly greets my door and I snap my eyes open glancing at the door.

I was laying in bed at the moment, trying to build up the courage to get up, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I felt like I hadn't gotten enough rest last night, which didn't make sense, because I had gone to sleep early in order to counter the fact that I had had such a late evening the previous night. But, I was now being forced to acknowledge the fact that that might have been a waste of time. I might have gotten enough sleep but I didn't feel rested at all. I felt like anyone who saw me today would be able to see that for themselves.

I even try to think about a calming memory that can serve as a lullaby to lure me to sleep, but no matter how I search the recesses of my memory, I can't seem to find a single one. Perhaps, it's because I don't have a single happy memory in my entire life or maybe it's because I can't remember any even if I do. Since this method doesn't work, I try to find another way to get myself to sleep, but my search is fruitless because I don't come up with anything still. After a whole lot of tossing and turning, I finally fall into a fitful sleep. ***

I had the strong urge to stand up and go after him, but I had been struggling with exhaustion, and it finally won. My heavy lids drifted close, and I sank into a dreamless sleep.

I hoped he didn’t beat up Lucian to get that way. Glancing at the clock, which showed it was past 2 AM, I groaned. I hadn’t been able to get a single wink of sleep. It was probably because I’d napped too long during the day. Another reason was the discomfort of the new bed. There was also a bit of heartburn low in my belly that kept me up.

Beberapa hari kurang tidur membuat tubuh Zie lemas, kepala pening seperti dihinggapi kunang-kunang, dan mata berat untuk membuka dengan sempurna. "Ah, elaaah. Ini atas perintah bos, Genteng Bocor." "Kenapa bisa begitu? Kamu aja deh yang ngasihin. Gak ada aturan harus aku yang ke sana." "Dengerin ya, Zievana Khairunisa, ini peraturan baru dari Pak Andra, kamu gak boleh lihat ngelanggarnya. Dah, sana gih, kasihin, keburu bel istirahat bunyi!"