Not Okay

Isa lamang akong estudyante na lumipat ng School, dahil sa kagustuhan ng ama ko. Akala ko maging okay ang lahat, maging tahimik ang buhay ko. Nagkamali ako sa isiping ‘yun. Hanggang sa nakilala ko ang pitong lalaki na sinugo yata ng diyablo. Sasakan ng sama ng ugali, manyak, lahat na yata ng negative na mga salita pwede ng ibato sa kanila. I didn’t realize na mahuhulog ako sa isa kanila, na maging delikado ang puso ko dahil sa kaniya. What should I do? Pano ko tanggalin ang nararamdaman kung ‘to? Pano? Iiwasan ko ba siya? Mag mo-move on? Oh hayaan ko na lang ‘tong puso ko na tumibok sa kaniya. I’m so doomed!

Not long after getting married to my husband, he says he wants to teach me how to scuba dive. My leg cramps when I'm practicing alone in the deep sea. However, my husband, a swimming instructor, chooses to save his unattainable love—she's jumped into the sea to commit suicide. I don't ask him for help. Instead, I allow myself to slowly sink. In my past life, I stopped my husband from leaving. He saved me with gnashed teeth and allowed his first love, Millie Quirke, to drown. By the time he went to save her, she'd already disappeared in the water. He comforted me and told me it was okay, that he was glad he'd saved me. However, one night, he brought me back to the seaside. Just as I let my guard down, he grabbed my neck and plunged my face into the water. Then, he dragged me out before I could suffocate. "You were just cramping—it would've passed! But Millie got dragged away by the current because of you! You can remain in the ocean with her!" When I open my eyes again, I'm back to the day I was scuba diving.

A painter, artist, and an engineer single father named Mike living with his Mom Rose, He was been single father since Alice died in giving birth to Augustine, years later he worked as an engineer contracted three years of bridge project with his co-engineer Angel and they became close till years passed by where their project will end. Angel confesses in a letter to Mike that she likes him, and he was willing because he also likes Angel as their relationship went through, A test result came in that he has a liver cancer stage one only his Mother know this. He desired not to tell this to Angel instead he gave her a small box for the birthday with nine letters inside it but all is ten as he instructs every year on her birthday she will open one letter and if all nine will do, he will give the tenth letter which he designates the very important one. But eight years later Mike died in the eighth letter Angel had only one, The nine and it came to the point where she need to get the tenth letter but don't know. Instead she visits Mike grave as she there, un-expectedly a voice of a child calling her name as Angel turns around she saw a child amused walking to her holding the tenth letter she doesn't even know who's this child but the woman who followed back, is Mike's mother Rose as the child reach in front of her, He hand the tenth letter to her. Minutes of reading heavy tears appear and she knees down to the child and hugs him then Angel whispered "he's resting forever but no worries Augustine father is always okay promise I'm always here for you Son" And she heavily cried.

“I love you” I whispered and he went rigid, his head snapped up and his blue eyes darkened. “Don’t you ever say that” he growled, clenching his fist “Why?” I asked and held his hand, he averted his gaze, staring at his former love grave. “I can’t love” he said, “I am just a zombie, My heart died with her years ago” Arthur said, pointing at the grave, he looked at me studying my face, “Just don’t say that again please” “It’s okay” I said softly, “But it just don’t change the fact that I love you. And I am ready to be a good wife” I said, Arthur gaze hardened. “That’s your problem,” Arthur said, “I don’t want you to say that, and know your place” His statement hurt, but I faked a smile, and he nodded and walked away, I stared at his lover’s grave and dropped my necklace on it. Maybe she was worthy to wear that more than I.

"Everyone expects me to be Ari thunderbolt Black, the future of the Bayblue pack…pride of his parents…hero! Role model! Savior! It is too much and I cracked, okay?..." ** The last thing Ari, an Alpha wolf needs was another broken thing to fix but the moon goddess had other plans for him by presenting a long awaited mate in a form of his baby brother's suicidal girlfriend. Will Ari take up the biggest challenge of his life by taking on the responsibility of keeping someone who has no intention of being alive safe or will he take the much deserved rest and lose his chance at love forever? Every choice has consequences! Even a good man can make the bad choice. Excerpt from book. "Say what you must but it is a beautiful day to die" "Can you give me my father's car keys before you do that?!" I yelled at her "I can hear the river below the bridge calling my name, telling me it was time to come home. It is almost music to my ears" "I don't care! Just give me the car keys!" I yelled at her. "I am almost free" I was standing very close to her now. "Give me the keys, Aniston" She smiled." Aren't you going to talk me down?" "No" I stated as a matter of fact. Aniston turned around. "Ouch! Seriously dude, you suck at talking people down. You should leave. Today was supposed to be peaceful but you are messing it up for me. You are messing my whole plan up. Whether I choose to live or die is entirely my choice, sir. let me make it in peace" "I am warning you. My keys or I am pushing you over myself!" I warned her.

Ang tanging gusto lang naman ni Rhyna ay maghanap ng trabaho. Pero mukhang hindi sang-ayon sa kaniya ang panahon. Dahil matapos niyang mabasa ng ulan ay isang ubod ng supladang buntis naman ang kaniyang nakilala. Hindi lang doon natapos ang kaniyang malas. Dahil matapos nitong mailuwal ang sanggol, pumanaw ito. Ngayon naiwan sa kaniya ang responsibilidad sa pag-aalaga sa bata dahil na rin sa utos ng Lola nito. Ayos lang naman iyon sa kaniya. May susuwelduhin naman siya sa pagiging ina ni Renzo. Ang hindi okay ay ang pag-uwi ng ama nitong ubod ng kaantipatikuhan. Pero siguro kailangan niya nang maniwala na totoo ang mga binabasa niyang pocketbooks. Dahil pagkalipas lamang ng ilang linggo'y nagbago ang pakikitungo sa kaniya ni Rios. Ngayon inaalok na siya nito ng kasal. Ang malala pa'y gusto na raw nitong bigyan ng kapatid si Renzo.

Beau Oaklee, is unusual for a Skinwalker, though she does follow most traditions of her people, she refuses to eat the hearts of those who possess a human soul, well except for that one guy whose heart she ate, he was a Skinwalker that deserved it. And of those she ate before she made her oath. Killian Castellani, Alpha King and half Weretiger and Vampire. There are 5 words to describe him. Cold-hearted, mate-less, fierce, loyal, devilishly handsome. Okay make that six, Beau calls him a lumberjack.

"Married for three years, Fang Tong carefully took care of the legs of the disabled Li Sichen stand up, but when his unforgettable one to came back, he only gave her a divorce agreement. Fang Tong pressed the pain in her heart, decided to leave. She focus on career, and became a popular doctor all over the Internet. However, Li Sichen regretted it and pestered her day and night, wanting to remarry. Seeing that Fang Tong made a great splash, surrounded by one suitor after another, he brought his own keyboard on his knees, ""Honey, I was wrong. My property is for you, and my life is also for you. Give me another chance, okay?"""

Scarlet is living in her condo unit peacefully when two guys came in and became her neighbor. Everything is okay at first until Scarlet found out that two guys are cat. Scarlet became close with the two and she keep convincing herself that everything is just a dream. There is no way that a human can transform into a cat. All Scarlet's thought disappeared when the guy named Lucas kissed her and showed her that he can really transform into a cat. How will Scarlet deal with it? What if she accidentally fall for him? Can she accept the fact that her neighbor is a cat?

In which, a paranoid schizophrenic vows to avenge his fiancee's death by taking revenge on the woman who Killed her. _____________ A modern day depiction of 'Beauty and The Beast' _______________ ***THIS BOOK CONTAINS SOME SERIOUS TRIGGERING CONTENTS. DO NOT SKIP THE FIRST TWO CHAPTERS THAT HAVE AN EXTENDED WARNING INSIDE. DO NOT PROCEED IF YOU WON'T READ IT AND CONFIRM IT'S OKAY WITH YOU. READER DISCRETION ADVISED.*** _______________ Copyright ©2022 ssybahz ____________________________ She was the one who saw light in the darkness. And he was the darkness itself. She loved rain. And he loved his monsters. But what would happen if they collide by the cruelty of fate? Would she see the light seeping through his darkness? Or would she let herself be consumed by it, let it shatter her completely? ________________________________