Staying with him
Then he went back to what he was reading, and the
evening continued in the ordinary way of evenings
that were also something else, and she sat on the
sofa and read and he sat beside her and was loose in
all the ways that mattered, and outside the city went
on, and inside the flat there was the particular warmth
of two people who were paying attention.
She thought, sitting there, that she had not known this
was possible. To watch a thing ending and feel the
lightness of it. She had thought the end of things was
only ever loss. She had spent thirty years treating
endings as things to be managed from a careful
distance.
This one she was sitting inside of, both feet, on a
sofa, in the warmth of
Sikat na Kabanata