Poppy's Secret Confession {Wild Steamy Diary}
I knelt on the kitchen floor amid the glass, clasping my hands so tight my nails bit into my skin.
"God, please," I wailed, tears streaming, my body heaving with each plea. "Don't take him. He's been tired, short of breath… please god! Heal him, make his heart strong again. I promise I'll visit more, call every day. I'll stop chasing shadows and focus on what's real. I will stop acting like a slut and take my marital vow seriously... god! Please "
I prayed fervently and violently, I prayed for Dad to get better. If the powers-that-be hadn’t heard my voice, my frenzied movements would have shaken the heavens that day. I adhered to all the rituals of pleading my case before God.