Ruin My Life Lyrics Novels & Stories

"Umalis ka nalang sa buhay namin ng anak ko." With that, I turn around with a shattered world and a wounded heart, unready to be broken again. But fate is really mocking me because for the second time around, I am again in so much pain. Bleeding inside and unsure if I can still put together the broken pieces of me. *** <333

🎵 I thought that I've been hurt before But no one's ever left me quite this sore Your words cut deeper than a knife Now I need someone to breathe me back to life Got a feeling that I'm going under But I know that I'll make it out alive If I quit calling you my lover Move on You watch me bleed until I can't breathe I'm shaking falling onto my knees And now that I'm without your kisses I'll be needing stitches I'm tripping over myself Aching begging you to come help And now that I'm without your kisses I'll be needing stitches Just like a moth drawn to a flame

Now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes I fall into your arms I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around For now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved But now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved I let my guard down And then y

Then I saw you with her Didn't think you'd find another And my world just seemed to crash Shouldn't have thought that this would last And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life And maybe I haven't moved on since that night 'Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight 'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer As the sky outside gets brighter And my eyes begin to tire I'm slowly drowning In memories of him And I know it shouldn't matter As my heart begins to shatter I'm left to wonder Just how it should have been, yeah... 12:51 and I thou

Nanginginig ang mga kamay kong humawak sa manibela matapos buhayin ang makina. I don't want him in my life anymore. Ilang taon na umikot ang mundo ko for him, I can't afford to lose myself again for trusting and loving him too much. Baka pati anak ko ay madamay. Kinaya ko namang palakihin si Reze, makakaya ko rin without Ruce's help.

Nang nag sisimula na ang music ay nag salita muna ako. " Good evening everyone.. I didicated this song for my mother.. Inay.. i miss you so much... And I love you... This song is for you." saad ko bago nag simulang kumanta. " She's gone... Out of my life.. I was wrong.. I'm to blame.. I was so untrue.. I can't live without her love... In my life.. there's just an empty space.. All my dreams are lost.. I'm wasting away.. For give me.. Girl... Lady....Won't you save me.. My heart's belong to you... Lady,Can you forgive me.. For all I've done to you.. Lady, oh lady..

Inasahan ko ng rock music ang pipiliin niya. Broken this fragile thing now And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces And I've thrown my words all around But I can't, I can't give you a reason Mangha lang akong napatitig sa kanya. Malawak ang kanyang ngiti habang kumakanta. Halatang mahal niya ang ginagawa. I feel so broken up And I give up I just want to tell you so you know He is now banging his head like crazy. I bit my lower lip to control myself burst into laughter.

Ang tanging nasa dib-dib niya nalang ng mga sandaling iyon ay ang bumangong galit at pagkamuhi para sa kaharap sa lahat ng ginawa nito sa kanilang mag-ina noon. "You already ruined my mother's life, and now you are ruining mine. Kung mahalaga nga talaga ako sa inyo gaya ng sinasabi ninyo, hayaan ninyo na ako. You already thought of me dead, ituloy ninyo nalang iyon dahil hindi ko gugustuhing maging parte kayo ng buhay ko, o ako sa buhay ninyo. I will never want you to be my father!" Nagtagis ang bagang nito.

Who am I to refuse a helping hand? God knows I need the break anyway. Sumasakit na parati ang likod at mga binto ko sa pagod. "Sasama ka ba sa akin sa bahay ngayon? They cooked for a dinner." He asks, rinsing and drying the coffee mug with a rag.

Every road I take feels paved with atone, Chasing echoes of a heart that’s all alone, But deep inside me burns a fire so bright, It screams for freedom, yearning for flight. Sumakto ang tugtog sa nararamdaman ko at sa mundong kinakaharap ko ngayon. When will my life begin, that’s what it says. “When will my life begin? When will I break free? Dancing on the edge of what I meant to be. Crashing through the silence, breaking every chain – Oh, when will my life begin? Let me fell the rain!”