Ruin My Life Lyrics นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Maybe, if there was always someone who would offer his/her shoulder or a handkerchief whenever someone was in a deep and lonely darkness, then no one would end up like who would dwell in pain and would gain strength from desperation. | Those sad eyes I'm gonna dry your sad eyes I'll make it right, so don't cry I'm gonna dry those sad eyes I'll make it right | The song continued and every words of its lyrics felt like was directed to me. It's like Rupert was talking to me- encouraging me to trust him and share my burden. If only things were just simple. Pero malalim na ang libingan na hinukay ko para sa sarili ko dahil sa mga kasalanang patong-patong kong nagawa. I didn't deserve any kind of

“Do you still see the same girl?” Napangiti ako. Bahagya kong idinikit ang noo ko sa kanya. “I see the woman who ruined my life…” mahina kong bulong. Bahagya siyang napasinghap. At akmang sisimangot— Ngunit agad ko iyong dinugtungan. “…and made it worth living.” Tumawa siya. Mahina. Ngunit puno ng buhay. Ganito siya noon.

The most important part of my life, the big part of me, the thing that I cannot live without, I feel like I lost it all when Summer pushed me away. Doon kami ulit pumunta sa bar ni Brix. After a few shots of strong drink, natagpuan ko na lang ang sarili ko na nasa stage, hawak ang microphone. People are shouting, but hȇck, I don’t give a fuvk. I’m broken, at least samahan man lang nila ako. The background music seems so loud and rocking, so I bang my head like a rockstar. “I was a girl who fell in love at the wrong time. Then he said he’s not the one and that I deserved more. So here I am, walking alone, patting myself—it’s all fine. But when I saw your smile, you stopped the time.”

The determination in his eyes felt like a punch. Hindi pwede. Hindi ko kaya. "Hindi kita minahal, Damian." Sinabi ko sa malinaw at matatag na boses. Napaatras siya, parang nawalan ng balanse. Kumurap siya nang mabilis, hindi makapaniwala. Hinugot ko ang kamay ko mula sa kaniya. If loving you would ruin your life, then I'll ruin mine instead just for you.

Then I saw you with her Didn't think you'd find another And my world just seemed to crash Shouldn't have thought that this would last And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life And maybe I haven't moved on since that night 'Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight 'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer Ang hirap pala ng ganito. ito pala Yung sinasabi ng iba na heartbreak I broken hearted. Ang sakit. para akong mababaliw. As the sky outside gets brighter and my eyes begin to tire I'm slowly drowning in memories of him And I know it

I swallowed hard as tears pricked the corners of my eyes. “I’m sorry,” I whispered into the dark, voice barely a breath. “But you can’t be my weakness… not now. not anymore.” I sat up, pulling the sheets around me, my body still trembling from everything we shared. The night was perfect. And because it was perfect… it was dangerous. For him. For me. For the children waiting for me at home. And just when I thought I could gather my scattered thoughts… my phone buzzed. A single message, stark and chilling:

pero kahit anong gawin ko ay hindi pa rin niya ako pinakinggan! That being said, I was ruined. I was like a glass that completely shattered into pieces. Buuin ko man ang sarili ko, wala na akong magagawa pa dahil may lamat na ako. Wala na ang dangal ko. Sira na ang buhay ko. Basag na ang mga pangarap ko. Wasak na ang buong pagkatao ko.

sabi ko at agad lumabas. The pain is slowly killing me and sadness slowly eat my system. Sumakay ako ng taxi nang wala sa sarili, paano na ako ngayon? Paano na kami ngayon? Can I touch you? I can’t believe that you are mine How did I ever find you? Muli akong napaiyak nang marinig ko ang tugtog na iyon. Tila nananadya pa ito sakin. You are the dream that saved my life

Bumaling ulit si Paxton kay Madison na para ng multo sa pagkaputla. "You fvcking ruined my wedding! My damn life! Alam kong naplano ang lahat pero what the fvck? Ikaw pala ang may pakana ng lahat?!" Gigil na gigil si Paxton sa babae at halos sakalin na niya ito. His eyes were bloodshot at halos pumutok na ang mga ugat nito sa leeg. "I-I'm sorry! I'm so sorry Paxton! I just did that because I still love you! I love you! I just want you back! Ako dapat ang papakasalan mo at hindi—"

Bakit ang daming problemang dumadating sa akin Gusto ko lang naman ng kapayapaan Gusto ko lang matakasan lahat ng sakit at hirap “Abo? Andyan ka pa ba? It’s me Clout, please respond to me.” Para akong naubusan ng lakas ng mga sandaling iyon. My life is so messed up, pwede bang ibalik ko nalang ito?