Sad

Aku tidak mengerti tiba-tiba tubuhku lemah, aku sering merasa sakit kepala dan letih sepanjang hari, kangen aku berhalusinasi melihat berbagai makhluk halus di sekitar rumahku tapi aku masih tidak percaya. sampai aku ke dokter dan dokter menyatakan tidak terjadi apa-apa dengan tubuh atau mentalku. belakangan, aku mengunjungi suamiku ke tempat dia bekerja, situasinya yang bekerja di luar kota membuat kami jarang berjumpa, begitu aku tiba di messnya dan mendapati dia tinggal bersama seorang wanita, lahan aku mulai menyadari bahwa wanita itu telah mengirimkan sesuatu yang jahat ke dalam rumahku dan membuat tubuhku mulai sakit.

The day Alpha Marcus and I marked each other, his first love, Cecilia, threw herself off a cliff into a ravine overgrown with wolfsbane. The pack searched for three full days and nights before they found her, barely clinging to life. She was once the most spirited she-wolf in our pack, but the fall cost her a leg and the ability to bear pups. I grieved for the beautiful life that had been ruined, and I blamed myself for not seeing how fragile she'd become. Marcus comforted me gently. "Elena, this wasn't your fault. Cecilia made her own choice. You did everything you could. Don't beat yourself up." Later, not long after our pup, Rylan, turned five, a sudden illness tore through him, and he died in my arms. Night after night, Marcus held me, wiping away my tears. "Don't be sad, Elena," he would murmur. "We'll have other children." I had always believed my mate was the most considerate, most protective Alpha in the entire world. Until the day I overheard him speaking with his Beta, Adrin. "Alpha, the dosage of wolfsbane we gave Rylan was perfect—just as you ordered. It looked like a genetic defect. No one will ever suspect." "It's been so long. Don't you think it's time to forgive the Luna?" "What's one pup compared to what Cecilia lost? She lost a leg, her future as a mother. Everything."

Keeping her safe has become his life's mission. 
 Gage Hendrix is a man without roots. As an MSD Team Leader for the Department of State, he operates in high-threat environments. Serving in dangerous postings around the world, his team provides emergency security support and crisis response. Keeping the US ambassador's daughter safe in Sri Lanka? An unusual assignment for an "action group" used to dealing with evacuations, wars, incursions, and coups. Expecting a spoilt princess, Gage finds a hard-working therapist with a huge heart and sad eyes. 
 Hiding from heartache is no longer an option. 
 Chantal Durant's best friend has gone into hiding with intel that could lead to a nation's upheaval. Enemies have targeted the last person who helped her to escape… Turning a tragic past into a constructive existence, Chantal dedicates herself to helping others. She likes her work, likes her routine, and doesn't like that her safety is now in the hands of a cocky MSD agent. Her undeniable sexual attraction for the ruggedly handsome bodyguard would not only end his career but could get them both killed. 
 As multiple threats close in, Gage is faced with harrowing decisions. Trapped in an unfamiliar landscape, both Gage and Chantal will have to act fast to make it out alive. "If you're looking for the perfect blend of action and steam set against the backdrop of exciting international locales...your first stop should be Louise Dawn." - Janie Crouch.

Nesya sungguh tidak pernah menyangka, jika kekasihnya, Adipati ternyata menantu bosnya di kantor. Entah drama apa yang Tuhan hadirkan dalam hidupnya. Hingga ia harus mengalami kemalangan. Gunawan, bos Nesya sangat marah saat tahu putri semata wayangnya di khianati Adipati. Ia gelap mata dan menodai Nesya dengan begitu kejam. Sampai akhirnya, Nesya hamil dan Gunawan tidak mau bertanggung jawab. Nesya terpaksa harus menggunakan kekuatan keluarganya untuk menekan Gunawan agar menikahinya. Tujuan Nesya adalah untuk membalaskan dendam atas penderitaannya karena Gunawan telah menghancurkan masa depannya. Berhasilkah Nesya membalas semua rasa sakitnya kepada Gunawan, Adipati dan istrinya? Jika pada akhirnya rasa itu tumbuh seiring berjalannya waktu. Meski ia telah sekuat tenaga menolaknya.

The journey to hell starts with the happiness within our smiley face, unexpected the fear after. The place that we've to expect as paradise was wrong cause there is no paradise after our first step and the sad part there is no turning back after you enter the gate of mystery and fear. We've locked in this place and we don't know what we will gonna go to, we're like screaming dead and no one listens.

Loving someone at the wrong time is a big mistake. However, persisting in a situation that is not possible, is also not the right choice. Dinda just wants to fight for her happiness, and punish all those who have sinned against her. Then go from that sad place to a faraway place. Meet a good man, and live happily. But to break all that, Dinda had to go through one battle first.

This an autobiography of a man's childhood day, the horror and the dread that he went through, it also comprises of other happenings that made up his childhood day: both sad and happy moments.

"Do you want to know how many females I slept with after the rejection?" "Fuck you asshole, I don't..." "Hundred... Maybe more, I don't know. I barely see their faces, I wanted to claim Ashley because I was lonely, because I am tired of the endless rejection, and feelings of not being good enough for you. It was just a sad time out. Because when I am inside someone, there is only one face that I see, it's you, you Stacy, the female, I am not good enough for."   ====== From the beginning, I knew where my heart belonged, and what I always wanted, was to be a Luna and live beside my Alpha and nothing less. All I wanted was to be a Luna, I kept telling myself and my wolf that we couldn't settle for anything less, the end goal was to become a Luna even if we had to reject our fated mate if he turned out less than an Alpha. But what I didn't see coming was my stupid heart longing for something else, Brake - the beta of shadow moon pack. He is just too perfect to ignore him for an Alpha. He is calm, lovable, aloof, and my fated mate. He gave me that rejection, that I told myself a thousand times, I would give my mate if he was not an Alpha. Wouldn't that make my heart glad to let me be with the alpha that I dreamt of? No, it didn't, it left me more broken and longing for him, and every time I see him with another female, I want to rip the female apart and plead for him to take me and quench the desires built in my core. ====== This is book 3 of the Mate series and can be read as standalone

"Lahirkan anak untukku, maka aku akan memenuhi semua kebutuhanmu dan memberimu mahar 2 miliar. Tapi ingat, ini hanya sementara." Yudha William. Karena terdesak dan tidak punya pilihan, akhirnya membuat Jihan Annisa mengambil keputusan untuk menikah siri dan menjadi yang kedua demi bisa mendapatkan uang untuk pengobatan ibunya. Meski Yudha membencinya karena masa lalu mereka dulu, tapi Yudha juga membutuhkan Jihan untuk mendapatkan keturunan yang diminta oleh sang istri. Rasa benci itu perlahan meluap saat Yudha mengetahui satu hal yang disembunyikan oleh Jihan. Dan bagaimana reaksi Yudha saat mengetahui siapa dalang dibalik perpisahan mereka dulu? Akankah Yudha bisa memaafkan orang itu? Dan bagaimanakah nasib Jihan selanjutnya setelah ia melahirkan keturunan Yudha ke dunia? Mengalah atau bertahan demi sang buah hati?

Apa perasaanmu, saat melihat adikmu, yang selama ini kamu jaga dari kecil hingga dewasa. Dan, untuk kehidupan adikmu, kamu rela mengorbankan segala hidupmu. Dan, melupakan semua cita-cita kamu sendiri, demi cita-cita sang adik. Tetapi, apa yang terjadi, setelah kehidupan adikmu sukses, kamu malah di jadikan babu di rumahnya sendiri. Kamu yang selalu di hina, di rendahkan, tak di hargai, dan di benci. Apa yang menyebabkan kebencian Dinda terhadap Mayang? Dan, Rahasia besar apa sebenarnya, yang menyebabkan itu terjadi? Di tambah lagi, semenjak kematian suaminya, Devandi. Kehidupan Mayang makin bertambah menderita. Kejadian demi kejadian, selalu menghampiri kehidupan wanita itu. Apa sebenarnya, penyebab kematian dari suami Mayang tersebut? Benarkah karena kecelakaan semata? Ataukah ada campur tangan di dalamnya? Siapa sebenarnya, dalang dari semua musibah yang di derita Mayang selama ini? Mulai dari kematian Devandi, sampai dengan kecelakaan yang menimpa anaknya itu. Yang menyebabkan kecacatan yang di derita oleh Fikry. Dan rahasia besar apa yang di sembunyikan oleh orang tua mereka selama ini? Cari tahu yuk, semuanya di dalam kisah ini. jangan lupa follow dan suscribe nya ya... Dan, novel ini. Beralur maju mundur maju ya, jadi harus sedikit berhati-hati membaca kisahnya. Makasih🙏