Sad Words With Deep Meanings 소설 & 이야기

Hindi niya maunawaan kung bakit mas masasaktan ang tao kapag sinabihan ito ng ‘sorry’. “Stefan heard the word “sorry” a lot after the accident. “We’re sorry, but they died on the spot,” “We’ve already done our best, but he didn’t make it.” “I’m sorry,” “I’m sorry, Stefan,” “I’m sorry for your loss,” and so on. The more he hears those words, he feels as if he’s going insane if he keeps hearing those words over and over. Stefan is traumatized as a result of it,” pagsisiwalat ni Doña Divina. “That is why he stated that Salvatore never apologizes. That word hurts him far too much.”

Ang unfair ng mundo. Biglang hinawakan ni Syren ang kamay ko dahilan upang lingunin ko siya. “It’s okay to cry… It’s okay to be sad, it’s okay to feel unloved, it’s okay to have a broken heart. Because if you don’t feel all that sadness, loneliness, girl, you’ll never know what real love means.” Syren sincerely remarks.

" Seryosong pahayag nito. "Okay, no worries." Pilit ang ngiti'ng sagot ko sa kanya. Sa totoo lang ay bigla akong nakaramdam ng kalungkutan matapos niyang sabihin 'yon. Kaya naman isang malalim na buntonghininga ang agad kong pinakawalan. "Oh, bakit?" Aniya. "Huh? Ang alin?" pagmaang-maangan ko. "What's with that sad look in your eyes and what is the meaning of that deep-"

How come sadness is clearly reflecting on his eyes? "What's wrong, Axel? Why do you seem so sad?" I asked. He bitterly smiled. "Ayokong idamay ka sa problema ko Dark, okay na sakin na nandito ka lang sa tabi ko." I heaved a sigh. Why does everyone's life seem to have so much drama while I'm just here, living my boring life? Tss.

Isang nakamamatay na sakit ang ipinaramdam ng simpleng mga salitang lumalabas sa kaniyang bibig. Ilang sandali pa'y bigla akong makaramdam ng pagsipa ng anak ko sa aking sinapupunan habang patuloy pa rin ako sa paghagulgol. Oh God! I'm so sorry, my baby! I'm so sorry! I shouldn't have let you feel this kind of pain.

Medyo maulap kasi ang langit. "Pwede ko bang malaman kung ano'ng kinamatay n'ya?" "She died in a car accident," saad nitong hindi man lamang ako tinapunan ng tingin. Diretso lang siyang nakatanaw sa malayo. He looks so sad. . . sambit ko sa isipan habang palihim na nakatingin sa kan'ya. "I'm sorry to hear that. Naiintindihan ko 'yung nararamdaman mo," saad ko. Tumingin siya sa akin pagkasabi ko n'on. Lungkot ang mababasa sa gwapong mukha niya. "My mother died too. That's why, I understand your pain." Bumugtong-hininga pa ako pagkasabi n'on pagkatapos ay tumingin rin sa malayo. Pero nakikita ko sa gilid ng aking mga mata na nakatingin siya sa akin.

May kasama na siyang haharap sa kapaitan ng buhay. “I will keep you warm too.” Lumapit ito sa kanya at saka siya niyakap. She likes being held like that in those arms. It was sheltering and protecting her. It felt like no one could hurt her the way life did. “Napakalungkot ko nitong mga nakaraang araw. And I just realized that sometimes you just need to be sad to know the worth of happiness. Dahil sobrang saya ko ngayon na nandito ka na sa tabi ko.”

Dumistansiya ako sa kanila at tumungo na sa dulong bahagi ng bahay. Pumikit ako. Gustong-gusto kong sabihin na huwag muna akong umalis, na gusto ko pa silang makasama. Ngunit narinig ko ang yabag nila at mahinang pagtawa. I don't belong here because I am too far. Nobody understands another's sorrow. There are times in life when one feels down and experiences stuff that makes them miserable. Some people even hide their sadness because of the fear of getting judged by people or getting mocked.

My hands are on my sides. I feel the sadness that started to wrap around my whole body, soul, and mind. I am blankly looking at the dark sky. Waiting for it to open and fetch me. Hoping life is as easy as that. Once you want to give up, just close your eyes and leave this f*cking atrocious world.

"Condolence." Walang katapusan iyon gaya ng pagpatak ng mga luha sa aking mga mata. Gusto ko nalang mabingi para hindi iyon marinig kasi bawat bigkas ng salitang iyon ay ang unti-unti akong ginising sa katotohanang wala na si Daddy. Wala na ang kaisa-isang taong kasama ko dito sa mundo. Wala na ang kaisa-isang taong kaya akong intindihin.