Novel & Cerita Sad Words With Deep Meanings

LOSING someone important to you is generally considered one of the most traumatic and devastating experiences that a person can go through. The grief and sorrow can be overwhelming, and can affect a person physically, emotionally, and mentally. How much more kung parti ng pagkatao mo, inalagaan mo ng siyam na buwan sa tiyan mo tapos magigising ka na lang sa isang iglap, na malalaman na wala na ito?

I had to be there for her, to be her rock when everything felt like it was falling apart. With a shaky breath, I wiped away my tears, feeling the weight of my sadness with each exhale. I stood up straight, preparing myself for the tough road ahead. Even though my heart felt heavy with grief, I knew that together, we were stronger than anything life could throw at us. Our love was like a guiding light in the darkness, leading us through the pain and loss. So, with a promise deep in my heart, I vowed to stand by her side, to share her burden and offer whatever comfort I could. Because it was in our sadness that we would find the strength to heal and grow stronger than before.

tipid niyang sagot na aking labis na ikinagulat, na medyo inasahan ko na rin. "B-Bakit naman?" wika ko at hinarap siya. Tutal medyo malayo pa naman o ilang floors pa ang dadananan namin mas mabuting kausapin ko na lang siya. Nag-aalala ako para sa kalagayan niya. Mahirap kaya ang maging ganiyan. Sadness is a very tough enemy. At kahit kailan ang kalungkutan ay hindi dapat iwine-welcome na para bang isang matalik na kaibigan. We should not let sadness take over our bodies, it may lead us to our frightening endings.

At nadouble nga ang pagiging matatag mo dahil sa akin. Kuya, may mga moments tayo na di ko makakalimutan. Memories of pure joy, like a beautiful moments na kala nga natin di natamasa ang pangit na buhay na dumating sa atin. Moments of emptiness, longing for someone to understand a world beyond all contemplation. Di ko makakalimutan ang pa-ice cream mo lagi kapag umiiyak ako. Moments of sadness, lost in an abyss far deeper and more terrifying than even the darkest of worlds.

If only I'm stronger enough then they wouldn't have done that to me which is why I will never understand how they can easily spurt out the word as if they mean it. How can they be sorry if they killed a person? Sorry is supposed to be said if you've accidentally spilled someone's a tea of a coffee, or you had forgotten about an occasion. Sorry is such a shallow word to tell it to a face of someone you just killed. But I guess I have to live with that sorry now. Tapos na ako rito. Ayoko na. Pagod na ako. I didn't know how tired I am until yesterday. This is it. I've done my part.

"I don't know basta masaya akong kasama siya. Sobrang saya." Narinig ko naman ang pagsinghap niya. When I'm with Gavin, masaya ako. Parang ayoko na nga lumayo at umalis sa tabi niya. "Nako, madam, mahirap maging sobrang saya may kalakip na kalungkutan iyan." Sinamaan ko na lang siya ng tingin. But she's right, in every happiness there's a sadness. At hindi natin alam kung kailan iyon darating.

I knew this sadness would last forever. Parang noong isang linggo lang may pangako pa sila Mom at Dad sa akin para sa darating na kaarawan ko. Mamamasyal pa kaming tatlo para bumuo ng maraming memories. Pero ngayon, hanggang pangako na lang iyon dahil tinangay na ng hangin ang mga pangakong iyon. Marami silang pangako na hindi na kailanman matutupad. Ayos lang sa akin na hindi matupad ang mga iyon, mabuhay lang sila kahit alam kong imposible mangyari ang hinihiling ko. I feel pain. I feel anger and sadness. And I feel depressed. I feel empty.

i said sobbing "𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐡 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐩𝐰𝐞𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐩𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲" ace said

Utos nito sabay pinagsusuntok niya ako ng ilang beses, ngunit walang luha ang pumatak kahit sinusubukan ko at wala rin akong maramdamang sakit. "Shit! Di nawala mga emosyon mo. Ang nawala sa iyo ay isa sa mga pakiramdam mo." Saad naman ni Death na pinagtaka ko. "Anong ibig mong sabihin?" Takang tanong ko sa kanya. "Nawala ang pandama mo ng sakit. Bale kahit anong dakit ay hindi mo na ngayon mararamdaman." Sagot naman ni Death na nagpanganga sa akin.

"Palabasin niyo ako dito!" hinampas ko ng hinampas ang pinto. Wala nang lumalabas na luha sa mga mata ko. Pagod na ako at hindi pa rin maalis ang pait at galit sa puso ko. Paano nila nagawa ito sa sarili nilang anak? Grief does not lessen over time, it just gets more familiar. I learned to live with the constant dull ache and a sadness so profound that I cannot give it a name.