Always And Forever
Kathy Pov
I thought I had gotten tougher and stronger and that I won't tear up again but it turned out that to was far from being the strong woman I thought I was because I cried myself to sleep and woke up with tears in my eyes, I was sick too and had to throw up when I woke up, I understand the sickness was due to my pregnancy but, this much sadness and loneliness wasn't because I was pregnant no it was because that's what it is, that I am sad, that my life wasn't going the way that I would have wanted it to go and the universe wasn't showing mercy on me, I felt like I was feeling all the sadness in the word, my only friend and companion was my unborn baby, I laid in bed with nothing to do