Sampai Kapan Aku Begini Novels & Stories

" Can I spend more time with you ? Please don't go back home tomorrow . I need more time to audition properly . Will you give me that time ?" ©#KCMmuoe

Caleb had seen me at my lowest — when I almost dropped out of school, when I couldn’t afford food, when I thought I’d never make it. “Thank you,” I whispered. “Text me when you get there, okay? And please, don’t skip breakfast again.” “I won’t, Love you.” I said, “Love you more. Always.” The line went silent. I smiled at my screen for a moment before sliding the phone back into my pocket. I boarded a bus and found a seat by the window. The wind brushed my face and for once, life felt… peaceful. A small, strange feeling tugged at my chest — like déjà vu. I shook it off. Maybe I was just nervous.

I can’t keep going like this, it has to stop! I'm just tired of this mess and I want to be free from him for good.There is only one thing left to do! There is no turning back from this. Taking a large inhail I try to prepare myself for the pain I know is going to come before I say the words that are going to damage the bond.

Aise zaroori ho mujko tum Jaise hawaayein saanson ko (You are necessary for me like the air for breathing) Aise talaashoon main tumko Jaise ki paer zameeno ko (I keep searching for you like feet search for the ground) Hansna ya rona ho mujhe Paagal sa dhundun main tumhein (Whether I need to laugh or cry. I search for you like someone gone crazy) Kal mujhse mahabbat ho na ho Kal mujhko ijaazaat ho na ho

I don’t feel safe anymore, even in the day, and one question has been popping in my mind for so long; When will this end? I sniff, flicking a finger underneath my eyes to wipe the tears begging to roll down my cheeks. Will I return to the same me when this thing is over? Will there ever be an end? I don’t know. My lips part to enable me to breathe with my mouth as my crying made my nose blocked. I just want to go back to living. Right now, all I’m doing is surviving. I’m basically existing and it is not fun.

⚠️don't read!⚠️ (⚠️violence 🔞⚠️) Sak pasé! I didn't mean to end his life, I know it wasn't right I can't even sleep at night, can't get it off my mind I need to get out of sight 'fore I end up behind bars What started out as a simple altercation Turned into a real sticky situation Me just thinking on the time that I'm facing Makes me wanna cry

The loneliest time in the world When shedding your skin Try to begin and rebuild again Voices aren't loud enough You're tuning your ears While waiting for something to hear "You like this song?" tanong ko sa kanya. "Favorite!" mukhang good mood na siya. Sana hindi na niya ako ilipat ng department. I just want to be here for him, if he needs me. I need affection Bring fire back to my tongue Screaming addiction From my blackened lungs This pen and paper is my only savior now From everything Napansin ko na tahimik lang si Miss Jean. Nakatingin lang siya sa akin kaya tinignan ko di siya at nginitian siya. She’s creeping me out. Ano kaya ang iniisip niya?

“Wait for me, I am coming for you. My angel” ************************* Please do like, comment, and share this with your friends. Love you all :)

My smiles never held this kind of happiness, My eyes never showed emotions, I have never been nervous, I've never felt this special, I never knew how love felt like, I've never wanted to be better for someone, I've never craved for someone, Until you..! Until you♥️

I whispered and slowly closed my eyes I don't know when all this will end, if I will be asked if I want to end what is happening now My answer is no I feel content with this life _______________ Aykafaye❤️❤️ ******* Vote Follow Comment