Sampai Kapan Aku Begini Novels & Stories

My first instinct was to run. “Don’t worry, quiet little one. I’ll protect you. Soon, I’ll take you far away from here.” Marcus noticed my reaction. He didn’t ask me anything; he just comforted me gently. For three years, I had been homeless, scorned by everyone. Only Marcus was willing to approach me, to help me. He often said these words to me. Though I'm not smart, I understood in my heart that this time, he truly couldn't help me.

This is the fiftieth reminder. Want to be one but I can’t… To love you but I can’t… Kiss your heart but I can’t… You want a psycho but I ain’t one… God, I hate this song so much, I could vomit. ‘I’m going to end the call now, Joy.’ I turned back to the blue sky. ‘I’ll text you after I’ve checked in my luggage, okay?’ She said bye and hung up. Earn you a lover…. But I can’t….

You can’t decline him. But he is just like that when in terms of things like this, I mean when it is about my safety. But he won’t insist on what he likes when it comes to the career I wanted to take. “Good. Take care~ see you after 5 months. Update me when you have time okay? Your brother loves you” he said then he ended up the call.

Time to end this one way or another. ***

He pointed at his cheek and I threw a book to him "See.. you haven't forgive me" He said and I took a really deep breath "Karma does exist I think" He said it out of nowhere , I turned my chair and decided to continue edit my song "You know Calla , I won't stop until you forgive me and be friends with me. I don't care if I need to do this for years even I will get crazy but I will still do it until I get your forgiveness. Call me crazy cause you made me crazy these days and I'm start getting impatient with this" I ignored him even I heard everything that he said

Help me and tell the boys to have fun and make sure they don't get too drunk! Krystal, 08:02pm Yes, madam, we will. Miss you, see you tomorrow then!!! Me, 08:03pm (sent a face kiss emoji) See you tomorrow ;) I decide to text a short message to Liam and tell him to have fun celebrating and that I will see him tomorrow. I'm about to switch off my phone and head to bed when my phone rang and I see Zach calling me again. I decline the call and head back to bed to sleep, feeling the tears rolling down my cheeks again.

I've never been so wide awake No, nobody but me can keep me safe And I'm on my way The blood moon is on the rise The fire burning in my eyes No, nobody but me can keep me safe And I'm on my way [Farruko:] (Ya, ya) (Farru, yeah, guaya) Lo siento mucho (Farru), pero me voy (Eh) Porque a tu lado me di cuenta que nada soy (Eh-ey) Y me cansé de luchar y de guerrear en vano De estar en la línea de fuego y de meter la mano Acepto mis errore', también soy humano Y tú no ve' que lo hago porque te amo (Pum-pum-pum-pum) Pero ya (Ya) no tengo más na' que hacer aquí (Aquí) Me voy, llegó la hora 'e partir (Partir) De mi propio camino, seguir lejos de ti

Maybe not. But his face invaded my mind and it all rushed back. It’s been about a week, still every day I wake up with a hope of seeing his name in the notification panel. Does break ups always shatter you this bad? Perhaps I am a novice to this game of hearts, that my lack of knowledge makes me feel like burning in hell.

you dont have any choice but to tell me kung ano talaga ang nangyari bg gabing iyon alam kung may hindi nasabi sa akin si zandra kaya ginawa iyun sa kanya Sometimes I feel like im heartless but sometimes I feel like im not. I don’t know what I am I feel mystery I feel like im empty and I need to fullfil it. I don’t I just want to suffer who made me suffer, am I wrong? I am wrong ? no one teach me no one told me about my mistake and my right it just me

I believe you kimi wo kimi wo shinjiteru 寒い夜も Even on the coldest night samui yoru mo 涙で今 呼びかける I call out to you now with my tears. namida de ima yobi kakeru 約束などいらない I don't need promises or such things, yakusoku nado iranai 君がくれた大切な強さだから Because of the precious strength that you've given me. kimi ga kureta taisetsu na tsuyosa dakara