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This very feeling, I hate it. I want to go back, I want to leave since I feel like I know what I would see if I ever continue in looking at where it was. But my feet seems to have its own mind. “Drake?” Calling him once again so that he would know I am here… so that if he is ever… with… No… Kianna. What are you thinking? He is just… he is just watching a movie! Yeah, that’s right… “Drake, I am home”

Aishikata saemo kimi no nioi ga shita Arukikata saemo sono waraigoe ga shita Itsuka kiete nakunaru kimi no subete wo Kono me ni yakitsuketeoku koto ha Mou kenri nanka jyanai Gimu da to omounda (Even the way I loved the smell of you Even the way I walked carried the sound of your laughter Faced with the fact that you'll eventually disappear I have no choice but to burn your existence into my memory, with these two eyes It is not a right that I'm due I feel that it's my duty)

I just felt too relaxed, so Alive. I didn’t want this to end, this feeling was the best and I didn’t want to get over it any time soon. “I Can do this forever.”

He changed the music (Nahi jeena tere baaju Nahi jeena, Nahi jeena Main tenu samjhawan ki Na tere bina lagda jee Tu kee jaane pyaar mera Main karaan intezar tera Tu dil tuyyon jaan meri I don't have to live without you, don't have to live, don't have to live.. What do I explain to you, without you my heart is nowhere, [as in, my heart/mind isn't into anything, I am unable to concentrate on anything] what do you know about my love, I wait for you.. You're my heart, and you're my life too..

I'm giving myself time I know this phase will pass And I'll send you off with a goodbye But somehow, this feels like it won't be my last time I feel myself falling too deep too quickly Too deep too quickly for you, Arjun.

“you arrogant little brat! Why are you like this after everything we’ve done for you?” Done for me? What was this woman talking about? All they’ve done is cause me anything but pain. But I reminded myself that I don't feel pain anymore. That girl is gone. If I kept quiet, her rage would only fester and get louder. So what could I say that wouldn't make things worse? “You made me this way,” I said calmly, the words slipping out with a quiet honesty that felt instantly regrettable. Oops. It came out worse. She raised her hand again.

Selama ini kau masih merasa Aku selalu menantimu Dua minggu kau tak menghampiri Karena kau dengan yang lain Ibanya hatiku, sayang (Lyrics of the Potret Band song). Every day or even night I sing it. Moreover, other than to strengthen my heart, and to cultivate my heart to be strong in recognizing the term love for monkeys that come and go like mushrooms.

Three years later, Jeffrey and I were married. At our wedding, friends and family showered us with heartfelt blessings. I also received a letter from far away. It was from Harry, sincerely wishing us a lifetime of happiness. Over the years, he had reflected on his mistakes, and though he didn't expect forgiveness, he still wanted to apologize. Reading those words, I knew it was all finally over. The past, like a fleeting bloom, had dissolved into memory. My life now belonged to the future—one filled with love and happiness.

kaise kate zindagi maayusi bebasi (how can despondency and helplessness help me live life) raahen sabhi kho gayi (my all ways are lost) roshani de roshani (give me light) main toh rehti hoon teri raahon mein (I am in your paths) bekhabar mujhko dhunde kahaan (unknown of this you search for me) phirta rahoon dar badar (I wander from door to door) milta nahi tera nishaan (yet I don't find any sign of yours) hoke judaa kab main jiya (how can I live separated from you) tu hai kahaan main kahaan (you are there, I am here) teri yaadon mein khoya rehta hoon (I am lost in your memories) mujhko dasti hai tanhaaiyan (my solitude hurts me) ****** SONG SEQUENCE ENDS******

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Niga byeonhan geonji (niga byeonhan geonji) (Is it you who changed (Is it you who changed)) Animyeon naega byeonhan geonji (animyeon naega byeonhan geonji) (Or is it me (Or is it me)) I sungan heureuneun siganjocha miwo (I hate this moment, this time flowing by) Uriga byeonhan geoji mwo (We are changed you know) Moduga geureon geoji mwo (Just like everyone you know)