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I wish everything gonna be alright soon To Be Continued

"How I longed for this moment" [...]

I’m not okay. I’ll never be okay again. XXX

kaise kate zindagi maayusi bebasi (how can despondency and helplessness help me live life) raahen sabhi kho gayi (my all ways are lost) roshani de roshani (give me light) main toh rehti hoon teri raahon mein (I am in your paths) bekhabar mujhko dhunde kahaan (unknown of this you search for me) phirta rahoon dar badar (I wander from door to door) milta nahi tera nishaan (yet I don't find any sign of yours) hoke judaa kab main jiya (how can I live separated from you) tu hai kahaan main kahaan (you are there, I am here) teri yaadon mein khoya rehta hoon (I am lost in your memories) mujhko dasti hai tanhaaiyan (my solitude hurts me) ****** SONG SEQUENCE ENDS******

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Niga byeonhan geonji (niga byeonhan geonji) (Is it you who changed (Is it you who changed)) Animyeon naega byeonhan geonji (animyeon naega byeonhan geonji) (Or is it me (Or is it me)) I sungan heureuneun siganjocha miwo (I hate this moment, this time flowing by) Uriga byeonhan geoji mwo (We are changed you know) Moduga geureon geoji mwo (Just like everyone you know)

My first instinct was to run. “Don’t worry, quiet little one. I’ll protect you. Soon, I’ll take you far away from here.” Marcus noticed my reaction. He didn’t ask me anything; he just comforted me gently. For three years, I had been homeless, scorned by everyone. Only Marcus was willing to approach me, to help me. He often said these words to me. Though I'm not smart, I understood in my heart that this time, he truly couldn't help me.

This is the end of what never even begun. I'm broken hearted.

I knew so well that I can't continue like this, I need peace I can't continue this way. S

Alive. I never want to let go.

The voice inside me whispered one last time, “This isn’t over…”