Accidental Surrogate for Alpha
So far I’ve been very successful in avoiding temptation by not looking at his body in these vulnerable moments, and I’m not about to change that now – on the day when it’s more important than ever that we practice self control.
“Does it hurt, shifting?” I ask, staring at my fidgeting fingers.
“It does the first time.” Sinclair shares, “The first time is almost unbearable, it takes hours and hours, but once you’ve gotten it over with it happens fast as lightning, too quickly for you to feel the pain of your bones breaking and rearranging.”
“That sounds ghastly.” I feel suddenly lightheaded, “How old are you when you shift the first time?”
“It’s a little different for everyone - most make the