Self-defeating Synonym Novels & Stories

I say, smiling. "But you can, and you have." She states, and I frown. "Self Sabotage comes from lack if self esteem, feeling of worthlessness, incompetence, a belief that you don't deserve love and self hatred. Suicide is a self sabotaging behaviour, and it is actively or passively preventing ourself from success. Now, that it has been identified, I can help you through it." She says, and I nod.

Goodbye. After I finished reading the letter I crumpled it and throw it. "AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!" I shouted at the tough of my lungs. I was so frustrated and mad at myself to be used by a selfish person. Why? Why he did this to me? Am I not enough?! I give him everything that he wants! I punched the wall and didn't bother the trickle of blood to my knuckles, I speed dialed my father and he picked it up fast.

“Back the fuck up, you are what?” “I keep hearing this voice inside my head, but only sometimes.” “And what exactly is this voice saying? And when did it start?” “I don’t remember, do you think I’m becoming one of the flawed?” Anger rose from deep inside of me and I felt it pooling at my fingertips, I looked down and it looked like blue electricity was shooting out from them. And then I heard the voice again. We are not shadow users Charlee, we are one, and we are good. I jumped at the voice inside my head again.

in his chest and pulled out the one thing he had always tried to hide: his Failure. He projected the moment he had failed to save his mother. He projected the times he had wanted to give up. He projected the shame, the doubt, and the raw, ugly selfishness that lives in every human heart. He showed the Double that he wasn't a hero—he was a mess. The Null-Leo staggered. It was built to cancel out "Noise," but it had no "Anti-Variable" for a Mistake. It couldn't balance a flaw, because a flaw has no opposite. A flaw is simply a break in the pattern.

he snapped. Stefan shoved his hands into his trouser pockets. He calmly replied, "A sycophant is someone who has no capacity, is at the bottom, then tries to rise to the top by stepping on his colleagues and fanning the boss with seduction, that's a sycophant."

"My life is a nightmare. It will most likely end in tragedy. If I loved you, I would send you away in a loud, vocal breakup that would convince Havenstone we were done and that would be that. My problem is I like...I selfishly want to know you better and I resonate with you like no other." When you are the bad guy and she knows you are the bad guy, play the bad guy. See, if I was a good guy, I would sacrifice of myself and send her away. Instead, I was 'selfish' and I was selfish because we 'resonated'. Resonate is a good, romantic word. Its definition is a bit shady, thus she can interpret it the way she desires.

I sniff, feeling my nose starting to get stuffy as the tears threaten to spill from my eyes, his words replaying over and over in my mind, painfully flogging me again and again. “You know, I don’t know if what you just said is true or if you just said it to get a reaction out of me. Either way, it was hurtful and uncalled for. You know what your problem is? It’s not that people abandon you, it’s that you push people away. The moment someone tries to get close you self-sabotage and the very second your life doesn’t go how you want it to, you fall apart and you self-destruct and you destroy everything around you. You’re not a loser or a failure, Julian. You’re just afraid.”

, sting his self-worth. **********

Aleecia said quietly as we stopped to look at the first painting on the wall. "I know. I was completely out of control. I messed up so bad. But I love her, Aleecia." "You haven't been acting like it." "I am being so much less than she deserves lately and I hate myself for it, believe me. But I think I finally figured out what's wrong with me. I'm ready to be the boyfriend she deserves." "So what did you figure out?" Aleecia asked curiously. "I was self sabotaging because I know she deserves better than me so I thought if I fucked things up on my own it would be better than her realizing how useless and irrelevant I am."

The reason the system asked me to smash the police car was so that I would have an alibi. Even though it asked me to self-sabotage, it wasn't trying to harm me. Since I had figured that out, I raised my hand and slapped Maxey in the face with all my strength! "You fake scum!" I repeated the line the system told me to say. "Who do you think you are to meddle in other people's family affairs? Why don't you mind your own business and stop staring at someone else’s wife! You know I can’t produce the documents, so you intentionally try to stir crap. I think the one who took the documents must be you!"