Self-defeating Synonym Novels & Stories

"My life is a nightmare. It will most likely end in tragedy. If I loved you, I would send you away in a loud, vocal breakup that would convince Havenstone we were done and that would be that. My problem is I like...I selfishly want to know you better and I resonate with you like no other." When you are the bad guy and she knows you are the bad guy, play the bad guy. See, if I was a good guy, I would sacrifice of myself and send her away. Instead, I was 'selfish' and I was selfish because we 'resonated'. Resonate is a good, romantic word. Its definition is a bit shady, thus she can interpret it the way she desires.

I sniff, feeling my nose starting to get stuffy as the tears threaten to spill from my eyes, his words replaying over and over in my mind, painfully flogging me again and again. “You know, I don’t know if what you just said is true or if you just said it to get a reaction out of me. Either way, it was hurtful and uncalled for. You know what your problem is? It’s not that people abandon you, it’s that you push people away. The moment someone tries to get close you self-sabotage and the very second your life doesn’t go how you want it to, you fall apart and you self-destruct and you destroy everything around you. You’re not a loser or a failure, Julian. You’re just afraid.”

I stared at the police car in front of me, feeling utterly incredulous. "I'm not gonna smash it! That's a crime!" The system in my mind said coldly, "If you don't self-sabotage, you'll die." I did not believe it at first. Half an hour ago, I suddenly heard the system's voice in my mind. It told me that I was the male protagonist in a tragic story that would end in my death. I would be kicked out after the love of Clara's life, Maxey Tyler, returned to the country.

She talks less but would always overthink many things, sometimes she was mostly a pessimist, her dad wanted to shake her out of her shell but he just couldn't wrap his head around how to do that, when she is rarely lively, she would always go online and watch short videos and memes, she would sometimes laugh out loud when the need arises and would always talk to herself sharing the joke with no one, her father saw that as a great improvement and installed wireless routers in the home providing her with unending WiFi and data subscriptions. ********** Knock knock, Mr. Williams opened the door to his daughter's room when she didn't answer. He saw Vada gazing out through her window as usual, sh

The weight of Scarlet’s cruel words bore down on her like a crushing weight, threatening to drag her into the depths of her own self-loathing. Amidst the chaos of her hallucinations, a glint of light caught Emily’s eye, a shattered shard of glass that was within reach. At that moment, she felt a sense of helplessness hit her hard as she reached for the glass shard, with words of self-deprecation tumbling from her lips: “I don’t deserve to live; I’m not worthy.”

A little something called self sabotage. Self sabotage; behavior or thoughts, especially of an involuntary or unconscious nature, that are harmful to one’s own interests or development. Liviana never thought of herself as being so reckless, so careless. So, why was it that whenever the threat of having her mask ripped away arose, she turned into this villain? She would scream, thrash, threaten. And then, when none of that worked, she would plot. She would rewrite her character, stopping her dance as, instead, she glared. She stopped the entertainment, dropping the act and putting an end to her puppet show, and she would emerge as someone new, someone unrecognizable. Someone that they wouldn’

he snapped. Stefan shoved his hands into his trouser pockets. He calmly replied, "A sycophant is someone who has no capacity, is at the bottom, then tries to rise to the top by stepping on his colleagues and fanning the boss with seduction, that's a sycophant."

Harmony questioned with a concerned smile. "I'm fine," I replied and nodded reassuringly. "That's what she said!" Tenda yelled, which earned her a glare from Blake. "Bestie..." Harmony drawled with a sigh. "I- am- fine," I spoke slowly, like I was talking to a child. "Also I know suicide is not the best option" "That's what they always say, but when you turn your back they do it," Ifeanyi muttered to which I glared at him. "Foodie, I hope you are not in denial, you need to come to terms with what happened." Tony said with a smile

My memories from last night was still from my mind and I cry again, thinking that Pete would never looked at me for who I am, he still thinking I am Mike the guy who betray him. A/N: So many questions. Sorry for the wrong grammar, English was not my first language. Thank you!

In their eyes, I was someone they deemed too cool to associate with, and so they resorted to bullying as a misguided attempt to cope with their own feelings of inadequacy. In that moment, a wave of empathy washed over me. I realized that I, too, had been plagued by similar thoughts. I had believed that Andrew was too cool for me, that he deserved someone better, and that I was somehow unworthy of his affection. In essence, I had been sabotaging my own happiness, just as the twins had unknowingly done to themselves.