Selfish Self-insert Fanfiction Novels & Stories

Not being able to find one's mate is not common, and from deep within me, I want to know what has caused this. He sighs, rubbing the back of his neck. "It's a long story." "Tell me. Please." I don't mean to make it sound like I'm begging, but I have to know. He's tried so hard not to touch me so far...There has to be a reason. He tips his head back, the glow of the moon tracing the sharp edge of his jawline. "A long time ago I was a very selfish person. I desired nothing more than to be by myself, and so I swore that I wouldn't care whether I had a mate or not. It wouldn't matter, because I didn't want them in my life," he admits.

I shake my head, "Since the day... no, actually, since before our bond even started, I've been completely focused on you. I have never, not even for like five seconds, seen another girl and wished she was mine instead of you. Like, ever. If it's not you, it's no one." "But you've also wished I was different," she says, her hand falling on my bent knee too. I don't focus on it, "You want me to be a boring wife. You want me to be obedient and calm and gracious." I laugh. "Not really, I just know that's the only way I'd ever be able to keep you, if you were that way," I respond, focused on the calm water of the lake and how the sun is reflecting on it. It's beautiful. I haven't been able to be

He cupped my nape and tilted my head back. “ He was comparing you to himself. He saw some ugly things in life and turned to the dark side, Tyson. He couldn’t suppress his anger and set out to fight for what he truly desired. He became selfish and he didn’t care how that selfishness impacted others. Then he met you and got inside your head. He realized you two have been a little alike. ” I said, suppressing a shudder the sparks were trying to send down my body.

I pulse my lips, “go on, tell me, don’t I deserve him more than you. For years, I have loved one man, even though he doesn’t love me, I have lived in your shadows, I have searched for the kind of things and stuff you like, I have practically wanted to behave like you, so Jamie will see me as your substitute and then you show up, I want back to scratch, Jamie doesn’t even want to see me, he was about to claim me as his chosen, he told me, he was going to Claimed me but then your present destabilize everything and you where everything he wanted, you are his sunshine, his moon in the dark, you are the woman, he could just think of and wet his pants, do you fucking know what I endure every time

I begged, breathless, eyes hooded, legs weak. “I really like this lingerie. Let me rip it apart and get you a new one, yeah?” He breathed into my ears, and my eyes couldn't stop rolling back in their sockets as I nodded my head. “Yeah, yeah.” I wasn't thinking anymore. He found it funny as he chuckled against my face. His cock was hard against my hands, but I had to pull away because I was selfish and couldn't help it, Trey was rewriting my fucking story, filling me with inspiration for my damn future.

He stops but doesn't turn around. But I'm not done. "You think you can just call yourself an asshole and that excuses everything. Well, guess what? I'm an asshole, too. I let a sweet, trusting guy believe I had feelings for him because I was afraid to be alone. I'm estranged from my only living relative because I'm too ashamed of the mess I've become to speak to him anymore. I've spent most of my life pretending to be this selfless, generous person when in reality it was all just a show. I don't look at anything or anyone except to figure out how I might use them to make myself feel better." I throw my arms wide. "So there you have it. I'm just a selfish bitch."

"I'm just so thankful to God because you came into my life. If I didn't go to the motherfucker's company I wouldn't saw you and I can't imagine to see you with someone else. God, forgive me but you're only mine. I claimed your whole being the moment I saw you…" " But you still pretend, don't forget that." I said. He tsked. "I know but you already know the reason right? I planned to just kidnap you and impregnate you but I realized, you'll never love me if I'll do that to you, so I made my mind and an idea pop into my head," he pointed his temple. "I need to have a good profile to you so that you won't be able to leave me and hate me, selfish? Yes I am. I am very selfish and evil but only for

forever. I cleared my throat and was about to look away from him when he held my chin and made me look up at him, again. He would not let my eyes spill to another. He was so selfish. He just want me to stare at his eyes this time, but after all, I love how being selfish he was. I want to be trapped by him and be forced to just love him. Because with that, I will be happy. I know I will be so much grateful with him.

I was blinded and I chose to convince myself that there's nothing wrong with it. I didn't notice that I was falling deeper to him. When I got the chance to own him, I chose to be selfish. I didn’t think of his feelings. “I wish I wasn’t selfish. If only I controlled myself I wouldn't be feeling this way,” I said after crying as I remembered those memories.

“I became selfish…” I wanted Roy to be all mine, be weak before me. I knew If I let that happen it would destroy him and he would become extremely vulnerable before me. And that is exactly what happened, he is in my palm now. I made the notorious womanizer fall on his knees and offer his very soul to me. But deep down, I felt depraved, guilty. What I did was manipulative and wrong but I became selfish. He was being stubborn not listening so I had to force the confession from his throat.