Sentence Of Sadness Novels & Stories

Gusto ko habang kinikilala namin ang isa't isa ay may karapatan kami. Tumingin ako sakaniya kaya medyo tumaas ang isang kilay niya. "Sinasagot na kita." Nakangiti kong sabi sakaniya. Napaawang ang labi niya pero agad 'ding nakabawi, mahina siyang natawa at hinaplos ang pisngi ko. "Don't make decisions when you're sad." Sabi niya at kinurot ang ilong ko. "Sinasagot na nga kita." Pilit ko sakaniya pero tinitigan niya lang ako nang seryoso.

Iniisip ko parin ang nangyari, dapat ko ba 'tong sabihin kay Jala? Sa tingin ko ay huwag muna. Hindi ko naman kasi alam ang dahilan kung bakit niya ginawa 'yon. Paano kung ginawa niya 'yon para pagaanin ang pakiramdam ko? Sinabi niyang "Is there something that is sadder than your eyes?" ibig sabihin pansin niya na malungkot ako.

Sila mas matagal na nakasama ni Sister Faye kaya alam kong nasaktan siya nang mawala ito. Me, I don't think I can die this ealy. Hindi ko kayang tanggapin na aalis ako at maiiwan ang mga taong mahal ko. It's like I'm too attached that everytime I think about dying, my heart hurts so bad. "It's okay to feel sad Sister, diba ikaw ang nagturo nun?" sambit ko. Embrace sadness in order to live with happiness. That was her exact same words years ago when I was crying and weeping over the things beyond my power.

Sambit pa niya. Napa pikit ako. I know. I also feel empty. Hindi na mabubuhay si Rain at iyon ang pinakang masakit na katotohanan. Tila sinaksak na naman ng sandaang punyal ang puso ko. Niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit at sabay kaming umiyak. "I'm sorry. This is all I am able to do. Sorry, I can't bring our son back." Saad niya.

kusang nagsibagsakan ang mga luha niya sa tuyong lapida kasunod ang pagpipigil ng mga hikbi. Dissapointment, regret and sadness was written all over his face as he raised his gaze to the sky. "I'm fucking mad that time. I'm marrying a girl whom I'm not in love. I can't imagine myself to be with her for the rest of my life..." he trailed off and wiped his own tears using the back of his palm before looking at me.

" sabi ko agad niyang hinawakan ang kamay ko "I won't tell you "don't be sad" or "cheer up" 'cause I know you will not feel better with those words. But, I want to tell you that your feelings are valid and please let it out to me. Whether it is about your frustrations or your anger. I'm willing to listen, love. You can depend on me and vent those sadness out of your body." sabi niya "Na miss ko lang si mama." sabi ko at humikbi

Hindi niya maunawaan kung bakit mas masasaktan ang tao kapag sinabihan ito ng ‘sorry’. “Stefan heard the word “sorry” a lot after the accident. “We’re sorry, but they died on the spot,” “We’ve already done our best, but he didn’t make it.” “I’m sorry,” “I’m sorry, Stefan,” “I’m sorry for your loss,” and so on. The more he hears those words, he feels as if he’s going insane if he keeps hearing those words over and over. Stefan is traumatized as a result of it,” pagsisiwalat ni Doña Divina. “That is why he stated that Salvatore never apologizes. That word hurts him far too much.”

He paused then closed his eyes after. Akala ko tulog ay hindi na niya itutuloy pa ang pagkwe-kwento ngunit ipinagpatuloy niya pa rin. "If only we can just turn off the feelings we have for the people who will never be in love with us, then everyone must be happy and in the right state right now." If the sadness can be identified earlier, then this time is much even worse. I was about to give him some advice when a hand held my arm tightly that I feel like my hand will be broken once I make a decision that he doesn't like.

Ang bawat salita ay parang sinisindihan ang lumang sugat. “Sorry sa kagaguhan ko. Sorry at sinaktan kita. Sorry kasi wala ako sa tabi mo noong mga panahon na pinagbubuntis mo ang anak natin. I’m sorry I was not there to help you every time our daughter was crying. I’m sorry I am too late, baby. I promise I will try to make up for all of it, kahit papaano, habang buhay,” he whispered almost inaudible, the words lingering in the air like a confession.

Narinig ko ang mahina niyang tawa kaya napangiti na din ako. "I can't blame Ford for being so overly dramatic when it comes to you. Galit yun sa akin eh, kasi pinabantay daw ako pero bantay salakay pala. That's the reason why he is so mad at me to the point na kulang na lang ay bugbugin niya ako makaganti lang sa akin." Natawa ako sa tono niya kasi kahit sabihing inis si Kuya Ford sa kanya wala naman akong nararamdamang galit mula kay Silas. "But you know what Baby, he's always there every time I feel sad. He was there when my mom died.”