Until I Wrote Him
There are magazines fanned out on a glass table, Vogue, Harper’s, a medical journal no one will ever touch.
The seats are white leather, cold against my palm when I sit down.
The quiet here is a kind of performance.
Phones silenced.
Conversations whispered.
The tick of the wall clock is a metronome for private anxiety.
I look out the window instead.
The world outside keeps going — a city in fast-forward, while here, time has decided to crawl.
I hate waiting rooms.
They feel like emotional limbo, like confession booths for people who can’t stop overthinking.
When the nurse finally calls my name, I flinch a little, then catch myself. “Miss Seethal? Dr. Lowe will see you now.”