Unlearning You
I had pictured birthdays, first steps, and all the ordinary moments that would one day become precious memories.
Now, all of it was gone.
However, heartbreak was not always the worst thing a person could endure.
The thing that truly destroyed me was staying.
Staying where I was not wanted. Staying where I was repeatedly humiliated. Staying where my love was treated as an obligation rather than something to be cherished.
Compared to that, letting go felt almost merciful.
For the child.
For me.
When I woke up, my phone was buzzing nonstop.
Notifications poured in faster than I could process them. First dozens. Then hundreds. Before long, there were thousands.