Sober To Death Lyrics Novels & Stories

Aren’t you asking to die? Sob sob sob!

I try and I try and I try and I try and I try and I try and I try Just hold me, I'm lonely Momma, I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor To the ones who never left me we've been down this road before I'm so sorry, I'm not sober... anymore. -I looked at most of them wiping the tears from my eyes, but I always looked for Connor, somehow I was asking for his forgiveness. I'm not sober... anymore. - His gaze was on mine, serious as ever. Inexpressive. And I was crying- I'm sorry that I'm here again. I promise I'll get help It wasn't my intention I'm sorry to myself. I finished.

From my past life to this one, the weight of countless sorrows and pains came pouring out of me. Keanu pulled me into his arms, gently patting my back until I calmed down. "I don't want to hide my past from you. I want to tell you everything," I said softly and began recounting the events of the past. "I really don't understand what's with them. They had loathed me to the point that they wanted to kill my child, but now that I'm 'dead,' they're searching for me like they actually care. How ironic."

I kept struggling and screaming for freedom, gradually losing strength each passing second, then a voice alarmed from behind me, "Hey! Don't even bother; you'll be kept here forever... Slowly and in a silent way you'll stop moving and drifting to your death. Yes! You are heading straight to your doom. That's right; you need to know what's about to happen to you. You'll be slowly immersed into a cold, liquid state from which you won't be able to move from. Your body will stop fighting and will finally accept death. Yes, death! Now take in this feeling and be ready for it, you pervert!"

I kept struggling and screaming for freedom, gradually losing strength each passing second, then a voice alarmed from behind me, "Hey! Don't even bother; you'll be kept here forever... Slowly and in a silent way you'll stop moving and drifting to your death. Yes! You are heading straight to your doom. That's right; you need to know what's about to happen to you. You'll be slowly immersed into a cold, liquid state from which you won't be able to move from. Your body will stop fighting and will finally accept death. Yes, death! Now take in this feeling and be ready for it, you pervert!"

The music from the speakers follows me — too loud, too cheerful. “Don’t worry, be happy.” Perfect. Of all the fucking songs to play today — Nick’s birthday, Joanne’s death anniversary — they pick that one. I unzip and let go into the trough, swaying slightly on my feet, the alcohol swirling my balance into something soft and unpredictable. I stare at the tiles. They blur and sharpen, blur and sharpen. My whole life’s been like that lately.

You're the cure, you're the pain You're the only thing I wanna touch Never knew that it could mean so much, so much You're the fear, I don't car 'Cause I've never been so high Follow me to the dark Let me take you past the satellites You can see the world you brought to life, to life (You are the cure, you are the pain You are the only thing I want to touch I never knew it could mean so much, so much You are the fear, I don't care 'Cause I've never been so out of my mind Follow me into the darkness Let me take you beyond the satellites You can see the world that you brought to life, to life)

"There's no one in this world who wants him dead more than I do." Everett went still.

While she sang she nodded her head. "..I'm a educated fool with money on my mind..Got my ten in my hand and a gleam in my eye..I'm a loc'd out gangsta, set trippin' banger...And my homies is down, so don't arouse my anger...Fool, death ain't nothin' but a heart beat away...I'm livin' life do or die, what can I say?..I'm 23 now but will I live to see 24?..The way things is going I don't know"

If my tiredness vanishes after this song, then I might include it before we wrap everything up in this karaoke session. "Just like nicotine, heroin, morphine. Suddenly, I'm a fiend and you're all I need. All I need. Yeah, you're all I need. It's you, babe. And I'm a sucker for the way that you move, babe. And I could try to run, but it would be useless. You're to blame. Just one hit of you, I knew I'll never be the same."