Losing the Lonely
feel like I’m losing out. If I never left Florida, I would still be with Nathaniel. If I never moved back to Hawaii, I would have never had Ryan or Xan. Basically, there is a lot of if’s, and’s, or but’s that are constantly going through my head. It all comes down to that saying “it’s better to love and lost, then to not love at all” or something like that. Personally, I would rather long for love than have a taste of it to only have it stripped away. Again. I’m not saying that I love Orion, but I feel like I could. Being single year after year is very lonely, though it’s not by choice. I just want to have someone want to be with me as much as I want to be with him. Maybe this is
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