Novel & Cerita Sorry Don't Leave Me

"You can't leave." How dare she leave me? I know I’m being selfish but I don’t care.

*Just don’t okay, leave me alone* *Cole, please listen to me. I can’t tell you how sorry I am. I never meant for this to happen, any of this* *Yeh but it did* *I know, and it’s all my fault, what can I do to help you?* Cole huffed and tossed his head to the side, away from me. *What do you care, it’s not like we’re friends*

"I understand. I completely understand that. I just got mad maybe because I had this trauma that I feel so paranoid whenever people leaves me all of a sudden." I didn't know how I was able to say all those things to Moonleigh while we were dancing. I just felt like saying those things because I know Moonleigh would be listening to me. It was as if there were no other people around us. It was just me, and Moonleigh. "Leon, I am so sorry. I'm so sorry for leaving like that. I was so selfish, I never thought that you would feel that way. I should have at least said goodbye to you."

“Shit. Damn it, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you.” “Another reason I don’t want to leave, Alpha. I am trying to recover comfortably. In my bed, in my childhood home, with all the smells and scents of my parents. This is all I have left of them and if I choose to leave with you, I’m choosing to leave these memories behind. It’s not something I take lightly.”

Trust me, a week with you was a week filled with fun. I'm sorry. I’m sorry for being the cause of all this. I’m sorry I had to leave. I had no choice. The Don had instructed that I stay away from you as farthest as I can. Trust me, if he hadn't brought Nonno's life into this whole mess, nothing would have made me leave. I would have stayed and fought for our week long friendship, rather than running off like a coward.

It felt impossible. I decided instead to make it brief. My hands shook as I addressed the note to Jeremy, trying my best to explain what I couldn’t bear to say aloud. The words came slowly, painfully: "Jeremy, I’m so sorry. But Xaden showed up and he's left me no choice, and I can’t lose Kaylee. I am so sorry, but I have to leave. Please understand. Soraya."

That night I laid in bed, listing to the steady beeping of the monitor and stareing at the ceiling, thinking if I over reacted. He was just trying to save me the stress of thinking about him leaving me all through the week before he actually left, maybe it was a good thing he told me a day before he went, because I knew I wouldn't have reacted well in both case senerios, either way I wouldn't have been ok with the fact that he was going to be leaving me alone for a long time, and the worst part of it was he didn't even tell me why it was so important. But I guess I hadn't really given him the chance to explain it all to me, and now I just felt silly. Tomorrow when he comes back I'm going to

I bit my lip, choking back sobs. "Alicia… your uncle doesn't want us to stay here. Let's leave, okay?" She pulled away from me, clutching the scarf tightly in her hands. After a long silence, she said, "Can I give him one last chance? If he really doesn't like me, then we'll leave him forever." Before I could answer, her voice dropped, full of sorrow. "I've grown up… and I've never called him 'Dad' out loud…" Tears ran down my face, unstoppable. Finally, I nodded. "All right."

There’s probably a complicated combination from all of it honestly. I finally hear her whisper, “I’m sorry Killian, but I can’t do this. I honestly can’t do this, none of it. I just thought I would be free, you would be free, you could find someone who can love you and give you the family you want, not to mention actually help you run this pack. Those things I can’t do.”

I say, feeling a bit of my sass return. "You're not in the video. You can disappear and remain untouched by his downfall," he explains in a way that tells me he doesn't understand the dynamic between me and Cass. We are a team. I could leave him behind, but I wouldn't be able to live with myself. I would always feel guilty even though I know Cass wouldn't fault me. I look him straight in the eyes and say, "I'm not leaving." A devilish smirk graces his face and he says, "What a gem. Isn't Cass lucky."