Novel & Cerita Submissive Personality Meaning

That's when I got to know that Nick was a dominant— a sadist who finds pleasure in someone's sexual pains and fears. Nick taught me to become a submissive— he made me his ideal submissive. And as time passes by, I found myself getting used to it— getting used to pain and pleasure. I became a submissive that would do anything to please Nick— I would do everything he asks, with no question asked. "Ang tigas ko na, Ava. Tigas na tigas na ako dahil nakakalibog ka."

Kahit hindi ko tanungin ang babaeng ito ay alam ko ng body guard niya ang mga iyon. Bahala siyang mag provide ng mga kakailangan niyang mga alalay niya. "Busog nga ako." Naiinis ako sa kanya. Naiinis ako dahil hindi ako makatanggi. I mean, kaya ko namang tumanggi pero kapag namimilit na siya ay wala akong magawa. And I hate it. I hate how submissive I am towards her. She's too dominant, too bossy, too arrogant, she's too proud and conceited din minsan, tho ganon din naman ako.

Natawa lang silang dalawa. Proud siya sa naging pagbabago nito. Hindi naman talaga masamang tao si Sushi. Her strict personality is her defense mechanism. Alam kasi nitong malambot ang puso nito at madali itong maawa at bumigay kapag may humingi ng tulong. Sushi's naïve and vulnerable personality is a weakness for her. Kaya noon madalas itong naabuso.