Romans & histoires Suicidal Thoughts Song

I felt the urge to throw up and quick as I could I raced to the toilet and threw up I had been feeling nauseous lately and sick, I was thinking of going to the hospital but still the thought of him was still at the back of my mind heavily and I couldn't deal with the two at once I lifted the comforter and climbed in before pulling it back over my head. I laid by my side With my iPod playing music. When the song stopped, I pushed for it to replay as I let the song sink in. It was hard to describe but slowly I could feel the piece of my heart dissolved into bits and pieces, leaving an empty ache behind. He was right there in it, he was right there buried in my thoughts all the way . I traced m

(Listen to the song while reading. "Thought I found a way, Thought I found a way out. But you never go away, So I guess I gotta stay now. Oh, I hope someday I'll make it out of here. Even if takes all night or hundred years. Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near. Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fears "

" I think this won't work. Wrong timing. I think Alexia is not on the mood today. " Arice said to the other line. -That's okay whatever she will say later, what matter is I tried.- I wish this will work well as planned. I don't want her to feel pain anymore. The music starts. - Thousand Years by Christina Perri - Heartbeats fast Colors and promises How to be brave How can I love when I'm afraid to fall But watching you stand alone All of my doubt, suddenly goes away somehow One step closer I have died every day, waiting for you

Memphis crying to please her, she's now on the edge of the Ravine with just one wrong step she will fall in that deep sea down her. "No!! I told you, I will end this miserable life of mine, I t-told you!" Fleur cries as she turned herself to faced Memphis, but when Memphis tries to get closer to her Fleur step backward that literary gave them all goosebumps by hearing those little rocks falling in the deep sea.

Eden smiled at the silly irony. Take you like a drug I taste you on my tongue The song made Eden think about Leo even more. She wondered what would have happened if they weren’t interrupted and if she, Georgia, and Leo had come back home together. You ask me what I'm thinking about I tell you that I'm thinking about Whatever you're thinking about Tell me something that I'll forget And you might have to tell me again It's crazy what you'll do for a friend

' this is just what I keep to think. But what if in the next things he will do, I will fall? Is that possible? But even if it's possible, I won't let myself fall for this jerk! He just made my life so miserable and I hate myself for thinking the fact that I am here now with him and being manipulated by him! Dang! Hearing you whisper through the phone "Wait for me to come home" /W.W/ Author's Note: Song used: Photograph by Ed Sheeran Lyrics credit to the rightful owner!

‘Let the waves crash over me now’ ‘Had a taste and now I might drown’ ‘I know I think too much, but trying not to fucking sucks’ Carl sang out and I joined him at the chorus. ‘Worst case scenario playing in my head’ ‘Misery in stereo, but I’m not done yet’ ‘Nothing left to do, and my mind’s gone cold’ ‘I don’t really want to face it when it’s all a’ ‘Worst case scenario playing in my head’

so romantic' 'Ohhh, that sucks' 'Hope the kiss won't come again' 'she's so in hell' that last one kinda get me, I look over at Hanna and I felt myself shuffling her mind, her face widen in surprise, she must have felt the force, that haven't happened to me before, I can only hear immediate thought not shuffle through someone's mind, it must have been the rage, yes I have rage...when I'm so mad, I just have the effect.

**TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter contains severe depression and suicidal thoughts that may be triggering.** Song: Billie Eilish - Happier Than Ever Gabe Pain. I’m suffocating. Every breath in is shaky. Every breath out is ragged. Every breath I take is a painful reminder my mate no longer breathes. The stab wound reminds me how much I’ve failed. Her absence left a gaping hole in my chest, in my life. I can’t function.

I scream, now scared for my life as I struggle in his hold. He laughs loudly and I can imagine him throwing his head back. “Shhh Donna. You will see your siblings soon so you won't be lonely after death. And oh, greet Niko for me.” I feel his hold on me slowly loosens while I continue to shake wildly in his grip and he continues to laugh maniacally as he slowly releases me. If someone told me I will die by falling to my death, I would deny. I was never one to have suicidal thoughts despite my fucked up life. What's a suicidal thought that a shopping spree and a bowl of ice-cream can't cure?