Suicidal Thoughts Song Novels & Stories

it was beautiful and peaceful settling myself down i started playing my guitar and started singing along . . do you wanna give up just cuz it's hard? nothing is free in this damn freaking world. either you eat or get eaten so get a grip and stand back up what you think is E,N,D is actually A,N,D . . writing songs is one of my hobby. it helps me pour out my thoughts and feelings which calms me suddenly i heard a twitch as if someone had stepped on dry brach i quickly sat up as i didn't want to meet anyone

I held on to the microphone and at the perfect instant, I jumped in making the lights go on - courtesy of Ryan’s professional team. ‘I’m sorry mom! I just have to do this!’ I said to myself in thought before I sang into the microphone. {MAKING USE OF SHANE FILAN’S – UNBREAKABLE THE NAME, TUNE, BEATS AND A BIT OF HIS LYRICS} • “He thinks it’s easy but he has no clue, of all the things she’s been going through. He’s the one she’s been waiting for, he’s the one. The only one.” • “I can’t, I can’t, can’t stop thinking about you every day and you can’t, you can’t, you can’t listen to all the shit they say.”

If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather So, before you go Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting? It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless ♪ I groaned trying to tune the radio to another channel. It was as if the universe was reading my mind by playing songs that made me feel worse than ever. ♪I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'cause I find it hard to take When people run in circles, it's a very, very Mad world Mad world Mad world

The only source of my joy. I sat on the chair as I connected the head phone on my ears then slowly pressed the piano I stopped and smiled, I need a sad song to take my sorrow away I closed my eyes as I tried to remember the song my father used to sing when ever he was sad I stopped singing it after he died cause it remember me a lot about him but now I want to sing it cause I needed him I breathed out slowly as I pressed the piano tiles once more ™ So I'm never gonna get too close to you ™

This is the annoying song – la la la la la You’ll hate it but you’ll sing along – la la la la la It’ll make its way inside your brain And slowly drive you and your family insane – la la la la la You’ll sing it when you’re in your car – la la la la la You’ll sing it at the salad bar – la la la la la You can try to drown it out And turn your radio up loud but all you’ll hear is la la la la la I wish I could buy a gun And shoot myself through both eardrums So I could never hear that song again And get on with my life That stupid la la la la part has wormed its way into my heart

That could've gone real bad real fast. Ryder tried to ease the awkward silence between us as he shuffled a random CD into his car audio. Soon enough, a familiar music began playing. I realized that it was an Ed Sheeran song, 'Thinking Out Loud'. But it wasn't Ed's voice singing it, it was a cover, and a girl was singing it. Just as my hand reached out to turn the volume up, Ryder was doing the same thing. Our fingers touched and I swore there was an electrical static just then. I pulled my hand away quickly and Ryder turned the volume up.

~There's no reason, there's no rhyme I found myself blindsided by A feeling that I've never known I'm dealing with it on my own Phone is quiet, walls are bare I drink myself to sleep, who cares? No one even has to know I'm dealing with it on my own~ Everyone was in awe of the coldness of her voice, they could feel every line pierce their heart by the way she sang it. It was smooth and gentle. Sophia gradually closed her eyes, her heart heaving. ~Heavy thoughts when it gets late Put me in a fragile state I wish I wasn't going home Dealing with it on my own I'm praying but it's not enough I'm done, I don't believe in love

A list of songs that go through my head when writing this book Dandelions by Ruth B What do you mean by Justin Beiber Can you hold me by NF ft Britt Nicole Time by NF That way by Tate McRae Six feet under by Billie Eillish Hurt you by The weekend ft Gesaffelstein I hate you, I love you by Olivia O’Brien ft Gnash Euphoria by Jungkook of BTS Love song by Rihanna ft Future We don’t talk anymore by Charlie Puth ft Selena Gomez

He said as he reached for her shoulder and made her turn around, her eyes meeting his. "You....you're crying. Are you ok?" He said as he used his thumb to clean the tears from her eyes, his face portraying concern. "I just can't be happy, i cannot even make myself to be happy. I do not know why. I just have the thoughts of harming myself, letting my soul leave this world" "Killing yourself will not solve anything Susanna" "I don't have anything to live for so that is the more reason i feel like killing myself" "Can you live for me?"

Swallowing down the lump wedged in my throat, many thoughts tumbled around in my head, Nikolas's words rang in my ears kicking me off the edge, once again. You killed one, I'll kill one. I only play fair. Guild grabbed me by the throat and my bones trembled with reality. What if he actually meant it? No. Fuck no. It can't be. I couldn't allow myself to dwell on that thought, I couldn't take it as an option.