Suicidal Thoughts Song Novels & Stories

*Echoes* My pain My sorrow Reverts back at me Like a house Without a thing. I tried filling it up with Joy And love but darkness still painted them black. Maybe I'm not meant For this; I mean Happiness and Love isn't meant for me. Sadness Darkness Is where I belong and maybe suicide would be the end of me. My thoughts are blank My thinking is blocked Echoes of my empty cobwebbed mind is all I hear. *©Gemini Pride*

In my agitation, my calf started cramping, just like it had in my previous life. "Shane, save me!" I immediately shouted in alarm. [Hahaha! I'll just pretend to drown and see who jumps in to save me. After all, I'm even good enough to join the synchronized swimming team. Only an idiot would think I need saving! This is also my chance to see if Justin still loves me and whether he'll try to save me.] All of my classmates, who were standing on the side of the pool, heard the thoughts that were never mine to begin with and began scowling in disdain.

I gasped in pain, my whole arm trembling. "My sweet little one will draw out some of the dark energy inside you," Cassandra muttered. Then, her tone turned solemn again. "The one who harmed you worships a corrupted spirit. Through sacrifice, they bound your soul to another's. Simply put, that person can access your creative thoughts, but the cost is your life force." A wave of bitter sadness washed over me. "So, it's whenever I create a new jewelry concept, isn't it?"

Tears went down her cheeks and onto her chest and arms and she still stayed silent while she did it, causing more hurt. The endless amount of suicidal thoughts that ran through her mind were like spaceships, flowing constantly. She thought about how much better other girls were at hair and makeup and life that it hurt more and more. Thoughts overruled her mind like a bright light that never went dead. Exhaustion seemed hard to fight on a constant battle, so she let herself be drowned by it. In it, there was nothing but a dark, empty abyss of sadness and overwhelm.

Koi aansu tere daman par girakar Bund ko moti banaana chaahta hu Apne hothon par sajana chaahta hu. Thak gaya mai karte-karte yaad tujhko Ab tujhe mai yaad aana chaahta hu Apne hothon par sajana chaahta hu... Aakhri hichki tere zaano pe aaye Maut ko bhi shayarana chaahta hu Apne hothon par sajana chaahta hu... I feel those lines were so true..... Thak gaya mai karte-karte yaad tujhko

"She didn't read my message." Zoe muttered, staring at the screen of her cellphone that didn't display any notifications. Bad thoughts immediately took over Zoe's head. What if it turns out that Hana has seen her new video milling about on the internet and feels frustrated?. Even though Hana is a strong and optimistic woman, it could be that Hana is feel so sad that thoughts of suicide crossed her head. Bad scenarios about how Hana tried to end her life began to flash through Zoe's head. What if Hana decides to jump from her apartment building, even though Zoe knows that Hana is afraid of heights.

I know the cause Of my every disease Is mental unease But I still won't complain I still won't complain Till fire extinguish My dreams To dirt, it will be All expectations from me With encouragement Only as a dream How long will I live How long will I blame One day At rest Will be my human frame For never to move For never to respond I was hurt Will it be realised that day That day at my end Will there be no noise Of hurt Will there be no one alive Worth the echo within For getting hurt It is no more new to me It is no more strange to me The search for money From floor to floor Makes me crazy Damn, it is this My dedications My indisputable Life's achievement After great efforts Pain, pain an

I know that are not there I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again If I am telling the truth Watching my friends break their hearts into two Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel But what can you do? And it's not fair I keep on writing a sequel to stories I know that are not there I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this I just wanna feel something, I

A tiny smile formed in my lips as I reached for it. Seconds later, I got up from the tiled floor and placed the cd at the top of the dvd to set it up. After a few minutes of plugging different plugs, I finally placed the cd inside the dvd. The song that contains a few song which were all depressing for me because of what I am going through begins playing in momentarily; starting with the song called "Dancing With Your Ghost" sang by Sasha Sloan. Yelling at the sky Screaming at the world Baby, why'd you go away?

The thought of it happening again scared me. This lunatic was playing games with me and I will never be able to feel safe again until whoever it is gets caught. I was sure now that the games had only begun. ***Authors note*** Hello everyone! New chapter, hope you all liked and enjoyed it! Chapter soundtrack: I Think We're Alone Now by Tiffany— P.s I love this song. Bonus soundtrack: One way, or another by One direction.