Novel & Cerita Thanks, But I'll Save Myself

My eyes closed briefly and I bit my lip hard to keep myself from losing my resolve. “Thank you for saving me, Mr. Castelli.” I said when I eventually pulled myself together. “I really hope that doesn’t mean I’m in your debt again because I’m not sure I could survive repaying you a second time around. So if you could kindly please stick to our original terms of going our separate ways, that would be much appreciated.” I was looking down at the thin hospital blanket gathered around my waist while I spoke, but I couldn’t stop seeing that video playing in my head the whole time.

I am sorry once again for the confusion caused. Thanks for your understanding 😊

“I’m sorry, I’m really—” “You have nothing to apologize for,” I cut in, sharper than I meant. The fact that she even thought she needed to apologize pissed me off. “For what exactly?” She blinked quickly. “T-thank you. Thank you for saving me.” “I’d do the same for anyone in your position. You don’t have to thank me.” She nodded. “Can we leave? Please?” I gave a short nod. “Yeah.” “I should change. Sorry about your shirt.” I waved it off. That shirt was one of many. Didn’t matter.

“Nothing can change that fact and I’m aware of it, but I’ll try to make it right, even if it takes my whole life to do it. ” “The way and reason I took her, I did it to protect them both, because as soon as I saw Hope, I was suspicious, because part of me was pulling me to her.” " It’s true that Emma will probably never forgive me, and that she probably sees a monster in me, the same monster that hurt her, but I’m ready for it, as long as she’s safe and when the danger stops, she’ll have a choice to decide for herself, I won’t stop her.”

But who could predict what was going on in the mind of a mystery Alpha like him? I shook my head and turned my head away. It wasn't the time to think too much about Alpha Raviel's thought. However... "Thank you," I mumbled with my head a bit lowered. It was sincere. There was no response. "You saved me," I added. Honestly, I wasn't appreciating him for saving me as I was certain I would have been saved anyway, but somehow, I couldn't stop myself from doing so for some inexplicable reason. "Don't thank me."

"What do you think I am? Miranda and I are just friends. She's sick right now; what's wrong with me taking care of her? "Don't you have any friends? Or are you just so bitter? "Do you think everyone's as petty as you?" Honestly, I felt like I had done everything I could, and I had never caused trouble with Miranda. But to Rolf, I was still the selfish one. I lifted my glass again and swallowed the drink, mixed with tears. Bottoms up, one after another. My head started spinning, and I lost track of a lot of things. At last, I felt alive again, like I was finally my own person.

Meanwhile, I had been stuck wearing the same 38-dollar shirt for three years. My hand tightened around the phone as a wave of sharp pain shot through my stomach. "I'm sick. Quitting is just my way of making sure I won't hold the company back. "You used to say Keaton was better than me after he joined the company. You always blamed me for standing in his way. Now that I've given you both the stage, shouldn't you be thrilled?" Teresa paused for a moment, then snapped, "The doctor said it's not life-threatening! Get back to the company now."

Stay safe, take care of yourselves, and thank you for being so patient with me. Much love ❤️

I know my limits. I thank someone who helped me, but that doesn't mean I will associate with them. It's just that, I want to pay their kindness to me. To be continued...........

I'm a bit unwell so I could write another one. I'm so sorry. Thanks for reading.